I took the majority of my books off Amazon today. The final 8 still in KU will leave Saturday. 

Part of me is terrified. Like, this is the platform that made me. Why am I deserting what made me?

But as the books came down today all I felt was relief. 

Relief that I am no longer trapped in the never-ending cycle of wondering if I'm being paid what I earned? 

Well, shit Marcia, paranoid much?

YES!

And it's not paranoia when it's actually happened and continues to happen.

I'm tired. Tired of all of it. T...