Sparring Partners
Here is a little snippet of something I'm working on:
I hear the roar before my eyes open. It is not a familiar sound to me and it shakes through my bones like an earthquake. For a moment I feel like I am falling.
Then my eyes flutter open.
Light crashes down on me in a stark white circle. The ring of lights float above me, bright and cold, and for one quiet second I am certain it is the underside of an alien ship that is studded with artificial stars.
I try to move, the stars tilt again, and I feel sick to my stomach.
Then fade to black.
Something burns my nose. A sharp, chemical punch is sent straight through my brain and sets off fireworks behind my eyes.
I gasp and sit straight up. I’ve smelt that once before in practice. Smelling Salts.
“Easy, easy,” someone in a sports jacket says who is standing over me. But I’ve never taken anything easy, and his words tick me off. I try to get to my feet, but I feel dizzy again.
My vision wobbles into a full image if not exactly clear. The cage fence appears nearby, the diamond pattern suddenly looks comical though I don’t know why. Then my coach pops into my view and kneels in front of me, her facial expression I can’t quite figure out. I can see and recognize her nose, her eyes, but the whole face remains a mystery.
There is a red stool beside me, my corner stool.
“What happened?” I ask, my voice sounding strained.
She presses a hand to my shoulder. “Stay with me, Dar.”
An ice bag touches the back of my neck. I flinch and bat it away on instinct. Cold water escapes, a thin, traitorous river sliding down my spine and into my crack. It shocks me into an awakening and I feel more with it now.
I hear the roar before my eyes open. It is not a familiar sound to me and it shakes through my bones like an earthquake. For a moment I feel like I am falling.
Then my eyes flutter open.
Light crashes down on me in a stark white circle. The ring of lights float above me, bright and cold, and for one quiet second I am certain it is the underside of an alien ship that is studded with artificial stars.
I try to move, the stars tilt again, and I feel sick to my stomach.
Then fade to black.
Something burns my nose. A sharp, chemical punch is sent straight through my brain and sets off fireworks behind my eyes.
I gasp and sit straight up. I’ve smelt that once before in practice. Smelling Salts.
“Easy, easy,” someone in a sports jacket says who is standing over me. But I’ve never taken anything easy, and his words tick me off. I try to get to my feet, but I feel dizzy again.
My vision wobbles into a full image if not exactly clear. The cage fence appears nearby, the diamond pattern suddenly looks comical though I don’t know why. Then my coach pops into my view and kneels in front of me, her facial expression I can’t quite figure out. I can see and recognize her nose, her eyes, but the whole face remains a mystery.
There is a red stool beside me, my corner stool.
“What happened?” I ask, my voice sounding strained.
She presses a hand to my shoulder. “Stay with me, Dar.”
An ice bag touches the back of my neck. I flinch and bat it away on instinct. Cold water escapes, a thin, traitorous river sliding down my spine and into my crack. It shocks me into an awakening and I feel more with it now.
Published on January 28, 2026 20:49
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Humble beginnings
My first book was never part of a grand plan. There was no lifelong dream, no carefully plotted author origin story. It began, as many questionable life decisions do, in a bar in Toronto.
I stumbled in My first book was never part of a grand plan. There was no lifelong dream, no carefully plotted author origin story. It began, as many questionable life decisions do, in a bar in Toronto.
I stumbled into a reading by Lola Faust for Triceratops and Bottoms and laughed so hard I nearly lost control of my bladder. What followed was a classic deep dive.
Before long, I was planning a full-blown dino erotica–themed movie night. Commitment matters and I should be committed!
So, in a moment of “this seems reasonable,” I decided to write my own piece of dino erotica for my friends. Just as a joke. A parting gift at the end of movie night. Boy was I wrong!
That ridiculous little book introduced me to an author community. It led me to my good friend and writing partner, Rob Bon. Most importantly, it gave me the confidence to try again.
...more
I stumbled in My first book was never part of a grand plan. There was no lifelong dream, no carefully plotted author origin story. It began, as many questionable life decisions do, in a bar in Toronto.
I stumbled into a reading by Lola Faust for Triceratops and Bottoms and laughed so hard I nearly lost control of my bladder. What followed was a classic deep dive.
Before long, I was planning a full-blown dino erotica–themed movie night. Commitment matters and I should be committed!
So, in a moment of “this seems reasonable,” I decided to write my own piece of dino erotica for my friends. Just as a joke. A parting gift at the end of movie night. Boy was I wrong!
That ridiculous little book introduced me to an author community. It led me to my good friend and writing partner, Rob Bon. Most importantly, it gave me the confidence to try again.
...more
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