I've had an idea for TN that might actually not include violence or the usual illegal activities. I don't want to talk about it, really...not yet. It's still forming in my head and seems almost a bit too easy around my predicament with this story. But I like the feel of it.

My one real fear is I'm backing away from the violent sexual encounter that's been promised in this story. Or led to. Or something. So I'm not sure about it.

But...and this is a major one...I like the images coming to me. How I can see it playing out. Almost gentle. Nearly kind. Maybe sad...

Would that be wrong to do? Take the expectations of viciously taking Nicky and turn it around to something quiet and calm and tender?

Or is this really, seriously just a case of me copping out? As I've done, before...

Shit, I don't know...