The Weight
It was the first thing I read in the morning. Coffee not yet cold, and the day not yet started.
A physician had read something I’d written about pharmacists belonging in team-based care, and he had one question. Who carries the liability? Take the job, he said. Take the weight that comes with it.
I felt the old reflex rise. The urge to correct, to list, to win. I started typing. Then I stopped.
Because he wasn’t wrong. And because I’d heard it before.
It came from every direction. A specialist late at night, an open letter to the minister, and the body that speaks for the province’s doctors, warning that what looks minor could be serious, and that we aren’t trained to know the difference. That was the tell. The concern was almost never whether the patient was safe. It was about whose room this was.
The liability I can answer. We don’t diagnose. We assess. It’s a real distinction, and it matters where distinctions matter, in the law, in the controlled acts that draw the lines between professions. I’ve carried it from the start. Not the authority, which came later. The weight. The deciding, and the owning of what I decided.
But the distinction hides something the argument never reaches. Diagnosis matters. Naming the thing is how medicine has always worked, and the training that makes a physician good at it is real, and long, and hard-won. I have sent people toward that training more times than I can count. Yet a name takes time. A referral, a wait, a test, another wait. And while the system works patiently toward certainty, the person is still standing there. Still itching. Still aching. Still afraid.
A diagnosis answers what’s the matter with you. It does not always answer what matters to you. That second question is the one at my counter, and it rarely fits inside an appointment. So I treat what is safe to treat, and I refer what isn’t, and the judgment that tells the two apart is the same judgment they keep warning I might lack. It isn’t a liability I dodge. It’s the whole job.
The quieter charge beneath it all is that this is really about volume. Quotas. Care driven by what moves through the till. But I think of the prescriptions I’ve talked people out of, the sign I once hung promising we’d help them take less. None of that shows up in a quota. It only shows up in a relationship. You don’t optimize your way to recommending less. You arrive there by caring more about the person than the sale.
So I didn’t write the rebuttal. I wrote something shorter. I said we agreed more than the thread suggested, that scope and accountability move together, and that we’d been holding both a long time.
They keep naming a cost they think we haven’t counted.
What they keep missing is that we’ve been paying it all along, in the one currency that never shows up on the receipt.


