49.
It���s been, like, hot-hot for the last week, with Boston seized by the same heat wave affecting���well, everywhere else. Personally I���ve never cared for summer, even before it entered its villain era. And after a few days stuck inside avoiding the heat, the cabin fever had properly set in. So when I saw the temperature was in the high sixties 1 this morning, it felt like the best birthday present. Like some misaligned cog in the planet���s inner workings had suddenly snapped back into alignment, and things started humming along happily.
Naturally, I woke up too damned early, as is my curse idiom. I drank some coffee on the couch, and watched some Critical Role with the kittens until She woke up. Then I opened some lovely gifts, and fielded some calls and texts from friends and family.
After that, I went out for a run.

Pretty sure I���ve said this before, but I���m a slow runner. And I���m fine with that: I don���t run competitively, and I really just love getting outside for a couple hours. And whenever possible, I try to get down to the river.
(Fun fact: when you start running along the Charles River, nobody prepares you for the frankly unhinged levels of gooseshit you���ll be dancing around.)

I struck out, running down through Cambridge and across the water. On the way I stopped at the emergency room where I got my diagnosis a few years back, took a quick selfie, and then kept on running.
[image error]I���m entering the last year of my forties, and it���s hard not to feel a bit reflective about the decade I���m in the process of closing. Did some good design work; started and left some jobs; started talking about labor in tech, and wrote a little book about it. There are old friends who���ve moved away, and I���ve been lucky enough to make a few new friends; having dinner with two of them tonight, in fact.

There���s been loss and laughter aplenty. Throughout it all, She���s been there.

I cross the bridge, snapping a few photos as I do, and start heading toward home. Always and happily toward home.
FootnoteThat���s ���the low 20s��� for you Celsius sickos. (affectionate) ������
This has been ���49.��� a post from Ethan���s journal.


