just when you think you have it licked…that ol’ syndrome of can’t sleep, mind racing, total exhaustion, nonsense rappin’ and such returns.  don’t know…maybe i should go on meds or just wait it out.  why is it that i don’t wanna go on meds?  they never really helped before.  i always have just tried to control it but sometimes it is really tough to do.   oil well.  guess time will tell.  i even have been questioning the value of my existence…that is really bad.  dang!