Feb
4
An excerpt from 1navywoman

The Clownfish were mean and perverted. The man molested all of us girls and raped us and one of the older girls got pregnant and had to move somewhere else and give the baby up for adoption. She later found her daughter as an adult.

I remember how he came into my room and kissed me and put his finger up my vagina; not that I knew what a vagina was at age thirteen but would find out later, as I’d find out what a penis was later! At any rate, he climbed on top of me and inserted his penis in my vagina! I tried to resist but he was stronger and forced himself on me! I was scared! Afraid to tell anybody, not even my social worker! I pretended everything was okay.

Please explain to me what a thirteen year old knows about sex. Not today but in 1962. I sure did not know a damn thing and did not want to learn. All I wanted was my mother and Mrs. Clownfish was not her. She said she could never take my mother’s place and she would not try. Damn if she did not try! I hated her! I remember one time I pissed her off and she spanked me on the leg. I thought to myself I hate you, bitch. I didn’t say it of course.