Why ? Maybe because you've turned your back on your family , you put your own mother through hell . You ignore my mails telling you that she spends her time hoping that you just don't want to know her anymore and praying you're not dead...You fucked off and left us all , and when your estranged wife got cancer, you popped up just to check with me she wasn't going to die, before you ran back to your mistress.... It is not the kitten keeping you awake at night .... I also would not sleep if I were you . You always spoke bad of your parents , but I never really expected you to punish them like this. You don't eat dead animals? WELL DONE YOU , you really must be quite a guy ! pfft .