I am fully aware of my condition.

I am an extreme manic bipolar.

I am not medicated.

Sometimes I can't adhere to life. My swings are worse than the bravest daredevil. No matter how much I try to control them, I can't. No matter how much I try to control my thoughts, I can't. No matter how much I try not to view something as it is, I can't.

And that's alright.

The reason I try not to view