Aha!
Alrighty, Well now that I know what Blogs are for... or at least... I kinda know, I'll be using this one more often.
When I can't decide is whether or not I should use it for creative writing updates/stories/thingies, or if I should just put up updates. I mean my blog will be part of my school work so the content will be a little bit random...
I'm not sure if I should use is as a personal journal, or if I should write about specific things... like politics(ew) or cooking. We shall see, we shall see. But, I think my mother will want me to put my 3 page pageant "article" on wherever I do my blog... and since its free on Goodreads, I think I might do it on here.
Decisions, decisions.
On another, random note, has anyone seen Frozen? Best movie ever. :P I love Elsa. I drew picture of her and Olaf the other day. It actually looks pretty nice. I also adore the sound track. Let it go is my FAVORITE song. I sang it so much last week that I actually lost my voice and couldn't sing ANYTHING for... 4 days. It was pretty bad.
Did any of you see that plot twist with Hans? I thought that was brilliant, and I got so mad! He was so nice... why did he have to be a bad guy? Dang it. Though I did like Kristoff better anyway, so I guess everything worked out okay.
I've seen it 3 times now, and I'm gonna go see it again next week saturday with my friends. Yaaaay. The friend that I'm going with actually only saw it for the first time a few days ago, and she can't get Let it Go out of her head. And I pointed out that it probably fit the situation she's in right now, and she hit me! lol. But she loves me so it's okay.
She's having some serious drama with another girl that sings in our choir, and she got me all involved and I just wont hear the end of it! I love her and all, but i really don't know if I can take it anymore... she needs to get over it so that she can find piece and get on with her life. My goodness.
Alright, well now that I've gone on a rant, I might as well continue.
So I am also having some major drama issues right now... but wait, maybe I should save this for later? Cause then I can write about it as a fictional character! No? Have I peaked your curiosity already? Alright fine. The drama I'm having is with my infamous father.
His eldest brother just died from a stroke, and I was at the hospital with my cousins, supporting them and being there for them while he was in Maryland, watching his brother die of the phone(facetime)!
My cousins decided to hold a memorial for my uncle, and I asked my father if he was going to go. He took a simple question, and accused me of trying to tell him something he didn't know about his family!
Little did he know that I had been spending a lot of time with his side of the family while he was off pissing everyone off(at least that's how my cousins put it. None of them really like him).
But so when I told him that I wasn't trying to tell him about his family he told me that I needed to be careful about what I said, and that it was sad that I still couldn't think for myself and that mom was putting ideas into my head.
I kind of flipped out a little bit. Who is he to think that I don't have my own ideas? He has seen or talked to me in years! How would he know? He doesn't know anything and It really bugs me that he thinks he does. I bet he doesn't even remember how old I am. Ugh.
Anyway, being... not really in the right mind, I said, "You're really weird. But okay. Whatever you say."
Then he said to me that I didn't know him(true) and that I didn't know his family(false), and that because I have been sheltered by my mother, that he never wants me to reach out to him ever again.
You know its funny, because recently before this incident I had been talking about trying to make up with my father, giving him a clean slate and starting over. But now? No thank you.
*sigh* anyway, if you have made it to the end of this rant with whatever grammatical errors or typos I have then congrats. Heh. I wish I could talk to my cousins, but well, their father just died. I don't want to bother them with my father issues right now.
Goodnight yall. I suggest going to read a good book for awhile. Well, because that's what I'm going to do. Good books are medicine for the soul.
When I can't decide is whether or not I should use it for creative writing updates/stories/thingies, or if I should just put up updates. I mean my blog will be part of my school work so the content will be a little bit random...
I'm not sure if I should use is as a personal journal, or if I should write about specific things... like politics(ew) or cooking. We shall see, we shall see. But, I think my mother will want me to put my 3 page pageant "article" on wherever I do my blog... and since its free on Goodreads, I think I might do it on here.
Decisions, decisions.
On another, random note, has anyone seen Frozen? Best movie ever. :P I love Elsa. I drew picture of her and Olaf the other day. It actually looks pretty nice. I also adore the sound track. Let it go is my FAVORITE song. I sang it so much last week that I actually lost my voice and couldn't sing ANYTHING for... 4 days. It was pretty bad.
Did any of you see that plot twist with Hans? I thought that was brilliant, and I got so mad! He was so nice... why did he have to be a bad guy? Dang it. Though I did like Kristoff better anyway, so I guess everything worked out okay.
I've seen it 3 times now, and I'm gonna go see it again next week saturday with my friends. Yaaaay. The friend that I'm going with actually only saw it for the first time a few days ago, and she can't get Let it Go out of her head. And I pointed out that it probably fit the situation she's in right now, and she hit me! lol. But she loves me so it's okay.
She's having some serious drama with another girl that sings in our choir, and she got me all involved and I just wont hear the end of it! I love her and all, but i really don't know if I can take it anymore... she needs to get over it so that she can find piece and get on with her life. My goodness.
Alright, well now that I've gone on a rant, I might as well continue.
So I am also having some major drama issues right now... but wait, maybe I should save this for later? Cause then I can write about it as a fictional character! No? Have I peaked your curiosity already? Alright fine. The drama I'm having is with my infamous father.
His eldest brother just died from a stroke, and I was at the hospital with my cousins, supporting them and being there for them while he was in Maryland, watching his brother die of the phone(facetime)!
My cousins decided to hold a memorial for my uncle, and I asked my father if he was going to go. He took a simple question, and accused me of trying to tell him something he didn't know about his family!
Little did he know that I had been spending a lot of time with his side of the family while he was off pissing everyone off(at least that's how my cousins put it. None of them really like him).
But so when I told him that I wasn't trying to tell him about his family he told me that I needed to be careful about what I said, and that it was sad that I still couldn't think for myself and that mom was putting ideas into my head.
I kind of flipped out a little bit. Who is he to think that I don't have my own ideas? He has seen or talked to me in years! How would he know? He doesn't know anything and It really bugs me that he thinks he does. I bet he doesn't even remember how old I am. Ugh.
Anyway, being... not really in the right mind, I said, "You're really weird. But okay. Whatever you say."
Then he said to me that I didn't know him(true) and that I didn't know his family(false), and that because I have been sheltered by my mother, that he never wants me to reach out to him ever again.
You know its funny, because recently before this incident I had been talking about trying to make up with my father, giving him a clean slate and starting over. But now? No thank you.
*sigh* anyway, if you have made it to the end of this rant with whatever grammatical errors or typos I have then congrats. Heh. I wish I could talk to my cousins, but well, their father just died. I don't want to bother them with my father issues right now.
Goodnight yall. I suggest going to read a good book for awhile. Well, because that's what I'm going to do. Good books are medicine for the soul.
Published on January 26, 2014 01:55
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