Sometimes the smallest problems spiral out of control, throwing me into a weird funk. This on the heels of some of the best weeks of my life.

So here I am, trying to remind myself that nothing is too big, while licking my wounds.

All is well here. It’s stress I’ve created for myself that’s blocking my path. Who do I want to be? Where do I truly want to stand in this world? Those are the questions I want to answer. Meanwhile, life reminds me I’m not perfect. Quite the opposite, actually. I struggle to keep my head in the game when other events pop up that need my attention.

Is this just a Fina problem? No, not in the slightest. It’s a life problem. One we all face.

I know I’ll persevere, but right now I’m ready for a fast forward button. Because things are so damn good in some ways and I cannot wait to see where I’ll be in six months. I know it’ll be good, whatever it is. And I need to let it go.

I don’t have to control every second of my life. That doesn’t leave room for the feels.