So Razorblade Kisses comes out on January 8, 2015. I have a not so secret, secret. I'm am absolutely terrified. No amount of assurance can help calm my brain about this story. This didn't happen with any book in the BaT series. I was disappointed when Heart in Wire didn't do well because I loved Patrick's story, but I wasn't hyperventilating like I am now.

I don't get nervous, ever. I speak in front of thousands. I go to court. I do things that should terrify me. They don't. This book scares the fuck out of me for some reason.

It really is starting to annoy me, this feeling in my gut. I'm not used to not being confident in things. See above...I am trying not to post about this or annoy people, but thought I'd blog about this strange feeling that has been invading my brain.

I know, you say "the feedback so far has been good." I know. I can't help it. That feeling won't go away. I may hide in a cave until a week after the release so that I won't annoy the fuck out of myself with all this shit.

Okay. Just a heads up about where my head is. Happy Holidays and all that jazz.