Self-destruction is a sub-conscious pattern of behaviour triggered by the presence of  a dark, graphite-gray energy that is housed in the running of the kidney meridian between the navel and the top of the pubis.

If the energy is housed in the left kidney meridian, it shows that the pattern of self-destructive behaviour has been running through the female side of your family (mother, grandmother etc). If in the right, then through the male side of your family.

Self-destructive behaviour is not normally a conscious, mental process. You do not consciously decide to do something self-destructive. It is something that slips into your behaviour without your prior awareness and without your ability to control it. Rather, the behaviour is triggered when this specific form of dark, graphite-gray energy is released into your energy system.

It is important to realise that sub-conscious behaviour is triggered by the release of a specific form of subtle energy that resides in a particular part of your body that causes you and your body to react in a specific way. Self-destructive behaviour is your body’s reaction to the dark, graphite-gray energy of self-destruction being released into your body. It is not an issue of the mind, it is an issue of the body.

This is why sub-conscious patterns of behaviour can be treated by hands-off or hands-on energy work that addresses subtle energies housed in the body that trigger sub-conscious behaviour.

Releasing the pattern of sub-conscious self-destructive behaviour from the body of a massage client involves the investigation of the dark, graphite-gray energy to its hereditary source, such as an inherited energy from a parent or grandparent (most of our hereditary issues are housed in the kidney meridian), understanding the circumstances in the life of the parent/grandparent that gave rise to the original pattern of self-destructive behaviour and then lovingly release that energy by conveying the message that the circumstances that gave rise to that self-destructive behaviour no longer exist and that, therefore, the need for self-destructive behaviour is no longer necessary. The energy can then be thanked for the role it was used to fulfill and released back to source; to the light.

I discuss other forms of subtle energy that are housed in the body that cause sub-conscious behaviour and reaction in my book: ‘Emotion and Healing in the Energy Body’.