I find it amazing at how life can toss you curve balls. One minute your family, your finances, your plans are a set formula in your mind. You know what the next step is and you take it. Then, Wham!!! Life starts to slap you around. First, it's the trials and tribulations of one child. Then, another has issues. Then, the finances are slapped. It seems never ending.

I find myself questioning everything that I believed in, everything that was set in my mind. Trust is just a word. Trapped is the overwhelming feeling of the day.

I know it will get better. It has to get better. Until then, it's just one step at a time.