Every morning I have a routine, but this routine various slightly.  This depends on the time I actually wake myself up to a noise that resembles the squeezing of a most empty plastic condiment bottle, and enjoying the firm grip that my hand has lodged around my much juicy dick.  By the time I make it upstairs to remove the toxic waste out of my body I probably only wasted ten to fifteen minutes laying around planning or changing plans for the day.  After my teeth are brushed and head shaven, I pick up where I left off and continue giving my dick attention with a nice dick workout.  It’s easy to go directly from this motion to masturbation.  I have found myself in the process of good intentions while standing in front of the mirror turning my slightly swollen penis into a fully aroused one.  The tip of my dick filled with pre-cum to myself I’m thinking, “fuck it what the hell go ahead and get it.”   Replenished and relaxed I began fluently snatching and arousing different parts of my penis.  As a small habit, after my grown man moment, I tend to look through the cracks of the curtain to see her walk down the wooden steps away from her apartment located on the third floor.  Not intentionally trying to see her or be seen.  For the first week or so that I noticed her I didn’t give her a second thought.  After the second week, and more of the same, teeth brushing, dick moment, the crack of the curtain, I either noticed her walking upstairs, or downstairs away from her apartment.  As a man each time more and more looking at her, I became curious.

For years I’ve been a driver and an automobile owner.  Currently that no longer exits and my previous eight months consisted of me having to walk, get a ride, or catch the bus.  Because of all the different ways of commuting, I was thinking maybe she has seen me up close and was interested without giving up any indication that she was digging me.  Unless there’s this hidden camera that I don’t know about, I know that she is unable to see directly inside the bathroom.  Years ago I snapped a photo of myself that showed me holding my dick in my hand.  Rather than calling a female and expressing how horny I am and how hard my angled curvy is, I’ll show her.  That photo was sent via text personally by me to a lady friend, I know that that memory card and photo is floating around in a random State rather than Ohio with a totally different woman other than the one I sent the text to.  I wonder if she personally copied that photo to her smartphone or desktop.  For what purpose be necessary to do so besides unzipping her pants, and getting off while fantasizing about it being someone else’s dick besides mine.  She probably randomly pick days when to say fuck me anyway.  Also, months ago I took off all my clothes inside of a Columbus Motel that I rented all by my lonesome and took more photos.  But this time in front of a full length mirror I was totally nude, totally buzzed from beer, and their my dick was slightly swollen and hanging.  With no special lady arriving to fully arouse it I just lounged around and purchased more Budweiser beers to sip on.  I never sent those shots to anyone.

Back to the chic and a few days ago.  I just stepped away from taking a hot shower wrapped in a towel moist from the steam.  I slid the curtain back and lifted the window maybe halfway point.  As I looked up, I was greeted by seeing two girls leaving the apartment.  My eyes were moving as they moved while I stood, thought, and rambled this next question several times.  “Why are these females leaving the same apartment, at the same time when I look out the bathroom window at different times a few days out the week?”  I briefly snickered to myself on the inside. Seconds later I released the curtain, unwrapped the towel, and began drying myself off completely.  I wondered if one out of the two girls could be a secret admirer of mine.  Could it be just another coincidence or could I be right?  I think a lot of secret admirers remain what they are called “secret admirers.”  They may never physically pursue what they are admiring from a distance.  Unless the two are put in a peculiar situation where the admirer has to decide whether to express their secret with the person standing in front of them.  It’s a little different if your admirer has had frequent access to you and you had no idea that it was happening. Frequent access in the form of living quarters, bathroom, and bedroom surveillance.  Your admirer could even be watching you as you shop for yourself, friends, or family.  Is this stalking or just an obsession accompanied by invasion?  Is it likely that the admirer wants to be the other person?

If a person is consistently watching someone complete daily`s in the form of shopping and hygiene habits and among-st others things, the watcher should make themselves known and offer to pay a fee. Yes, you should owe a fee; provided that, you have been watching someone, you have tried, and put what you have studied to success.  This is a situation where your secret admirer could be the same sex. Does this mean that the other person is bi-sexual?  Only that other person or that person’s secret lover can uncover that issue.  Furthermore, an admirer could be studying the way you deal with everyday people.  How you approach people, how you masturbate, and unfortunately how you actually fuck. “Who fucking knows why muthafucka`s make up bullshit to get away with certain ridiculous shit?”  A group of un-befriended upper class women could be at awe with how you made their best friend’s daughter glow when they absolutely know you are the man she has been aimlessly fucking for quite sometime.  Until you arrived, previous men have had little to no success naturally wetting her pussy and leaving an arousing stain inside her panties for her to reminisce afterwards.

It’s not out of the question for you to have an admirer who reminisces about the love life you two once shared.  But what about your admirer?  What actually do they want or admirer?  What are they willing to do to get it?  If my latest admirer just so happens to be one of the girls who seems to overtly appear when I’m probably at one of my most appealing moments, while semi, or completely nude tells me this could be a physical attraction.  Does it turn both ladies on to the point where they fantasize and discuss about the three of us touching each other, impressively?  I wonder if the two of them already sex play together?  That ponder was because, I noticed a larger size bag attached to the shoulder of the shorter woman while making her way upward toward the third story apartment.  I wonder what toys, videos, solutions, or fantasy`s if any does she have?  Do a lot of women die to fuck other men of other races, but only masturbate to the mental picture of his gorgeous image?  The very thought of an attractive woman secretly admirering me while in the intense moment of her tenderizing away at her g-spot until her hand is soaking with fresh pussy wet can definitely be a dick raiser.  If given the opportunity, some men and women have what it takes to turn a fantasy into reality.  Here is something else relevant to this topic and I have to elaborate about this admirer!  Even secret admirers of different genders exits, where the man, or female secretly studies one another.  I guarantee somewhere in this fucking world a woman sees something that she admirers that a man does, and she turns around and does the same exact thing to her girlfriend.  Yes, I definitely believe that the above sentence is true.  Gay men probably actually admirer a straight man`s masculine ways and apply what he’s seen on his more feminine male lover.  Gay men probably also study a straight woman.  The bullish women probably studies a masculine man of choice to pick up more male habits.

In the arena of business, your biggest admirer could become your biggest competitor.  Someone could befriend you only because they admirer what you do or possibly know.  People could be unique in selecting tactics to steal valuable information from you or someone inside of your organization.  So to make a long story short, pay attention to who has been seeking you.  Of course, those individuals that are actually willing to buy your product and services and offer mutual resources are great relationships. If a person or organization of interest is only willing to pick a brain, and has not allowed that person to pick their pockets this could be one of those connections that brings no success.  Here is another example.  Even in your college classroom it is very possible that a professor could admirer one of their students not for their Dean`s list, but for their charitable work through one of the professor’s favorite networks.  That professor could become a factor when that student looks to the new leaf in the form of a career, and that professor is creditable, and offers a strong reference letter backing the student’s accomplishments.  I don’t have this professor connection, but maybe you or someone you know does. Finally, their is nothing like self.  Absolutely no one else on this planet can admirer you how you can admire yourself.

Max AKA BraineMatter AKA DeWayne White
Max Pro Check Publishing©