★ Star ★ Still causing trouble together since 2024’s Comments (group member since Sep 29, 2025)

★ Star ★ Still causing trouble together since 2024’s comments from the Journaling group.

Raven {Put On A Happy Face} wrote: "{Star} New bio! {Emily ver} wrote: "Raven {Put On A Happy Face} wrote: "*Blinks*"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAT

EXCUSE ME! TY XD"

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Raven {Put On A Happy Face} wrote: "*Blinks*"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAT <333

Raven {Put On A Happy Face} wrote: "andddd what dayyyy isssss itttttt :3"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAT <333

McKenzie (canceled!!!) wrote: "Is your sister okay? It’s never good when you need your appendix taken out?"

Yeah she's okay now thankfully, she's recovering rn :)

thank you bestie, I wish my irl friends thought so too

okay- I think im done for now..

soooo I'm basically useless

I had my recital, and i played my hardest so I could impress my parents. and all they said was it was good. but my sister had a soccer game the same day, and instead of talking to me about my performance they went to get her favorite dinner and congratulate her on winning

yesterday I had a recital for orchestra... I love playing the violin. my parents dont like it though, they think I suck at it, they say I'm not committed to it, they say wish I did sports instead of smth I'll get nowhere with

I'm sick of being called a disapointment by the very people that fucking birthed me

I'm sick of being called selfish for asking for help.

I want to be the therapist friend! I want to be the therapist friend so bad and you know it. You know I want to be proven helpful and yet you say this shit. You call me useless and unhelpful and selfish but I'm not!

I just wanted comfort- but I get a reality check. How is my fault you didn't tell me anything..?

I hate fake people...

Excuse me? Now I have to block you and delete our chats and photos because you just reopened a wound. Your just a painful reminder of I wish I was anyway but now you crossed the line. You can screw with me and you can fuck with my bsf for a bit my little sister is not allowed.

okay so what I'm getting at here is fuck irl friends. Fuck irl friends- stick to people you'll never see irl.

Because my sister just left likeee twoish hours ago to go the fucking hospital bec her stomach was hurting. We thought it was just a stomach bug. Turns out she needed surgery immediately bec (I forgot whats it called) is going to burst and could kill her.

Naturally I'm panicking. I'm overthinking and going over what-if scenarios. I do the first thing I think of, text my irl friends for comfort.

Instead I'm welcomed with more stress. I text the group chat explaining whats happening and my two friends respond immediately and was comforting me. My last "friend" responds finally and is like "maybe this wouldn't had happened if you were more connected with god. I'll pray for you though, just to be safe!"

like wtf?? Like wow- thank you so much! I love being blamed for my beliefs when my sister is IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL.

then she says "Besides that, I'm hurt. I can't believe you'd mention your sister's small issue, meanwhile my grandpa is in the hospital fighting covid for the third time."

I told her "I'm sorry about your grandpa, but you never told me so I never knew."

She said "Right! Thats because your not helpful at all. All you do is say sorry and feel bad and give no advice. Then again I am talking to someone who (view spoiler)[ cuts themself/bites (hide spoiler)] to cope with stress so I'm not going to pretend to be shocked that your useless."

I literally feel like I got stabbed in the gut. My sister- OH NO, we're not paying attention to her we're just listing my flaws rn.

She contiunes. "May as well say this, cuz I'm sure everyone thinks so too. But your highly agressive and dont know how to talk things out. So thats why nobody talks to you"

not true. bec if I was highly aggressive, I would of broken your arm last week for mentioning my parents like they're horrible at parenting.

but whatever. Ig I should be used to being reminded how fucked up I am.

I'm more worried about my sister though rn. And I told her that. and she said "Who cares about your sister besides you??"

Here ya go!

Sure!

It gets to a certain point where you should understand to shut.up. Because I'm clearly not in the mood, haven't you hurt me enough? I don't want to hear another word out your mouth.

Stop getting pissed just because I don't want to deal with you anymore, it's not a crime to not want to hear about how you feel about people I care about. So stop taking offense to it.

I'm sorry your hurt, I really am. I'm sorry he did that, I'm sorry he's so unreliable. But it will never change how much I adore him. It will never change how much I need him, and it will never change the fact I will always still count on him. Even when I shouldn't.

I'm sorry, but I can't do it today. I'm sorry, but I can't be the one you vent to. Not today. Not if it's about him.

Yes thank you very much Queen <3