Booksthatheal Quotes

“I was hearing voices of my parents in the morning, they were fighting a very
small argument but i was feeling very scared. I was feeling as if my stomach was on fire. I was
holding one hand with another hand. I was afraid someone would shout at me, I felt like crying. I
feel the same while writing this. Zahir I am fearful of people abandoning me and leaving me, you
know this. Out of all the people in the world I was sure about one person, one person that could
and would never leave me and you did that. I am understanding the situation but I am not being
able to accept the situation. Zahir I felt abandoned. I am just looking for the reason. Why did you

do what you did? I am not feeling good at all. It makes me feel the kind of hate for myself I have
not felt ever. I try to be calm. But here comes all the thoughts. I sit with those thoughts, I cry
with these thoughts but this feeling just does not go away that we are not together. I try to make
myself understand that this is just a phase it will end but then the question stays the same, when?
- Grief as it is by Hana Z.”
― Hana Z., Grief as it is: a published journal of love and grief