Hoplessness Quotes

“Every existing thing is born without reason, prolongs itself out of weakness and dies by chance.”
― Jean-Paul Sartre

“The family watched It's a Wonderful Life, which is a very beautiful movie and all I could think was why didn't they make a movie about uncle Billy?...Because he was a drunk and fat and lost all that money in the first place. I wanted an angel to come down and show us how uncle Billy's life had meaning”
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

“If one could always predict the future, this person would soon be the saddest being on earth, for it cannot be surprised nor could it stop thinking of making a difference.”
― LordBloodySoul

“The world was simply too cruel; how could I survive?”
― Arthur Golden, Memoirs of a Geisha

“Does the first slanting ray of light; not lie?
Catapulted from the arching mountains, into a small stinking dungeon, peeking through the curtains; humming lies. Lies land on the ears like an autumn leaf- falling every so gently to no breeze of the dawn.”
― Teufel Damon

“How lonely am I ?


I am 21 year old. I wake up get ready for college.

I go to the Car stop where I have a bunch of accquaintances whom I go to college with.

If I'm unfortunately late to the stop, I miss the Car . But the accquaintances rarely halt the car for me. I have to phone and ask them to halt the car.

In the car I don't sit beside anyone because the people I like don't like me and vice versa.

I get down at college. Attend all the boring classes. I want to skip a class and enjoy with friends but I rarely do so because I don't have friends and the ones I have don't hang out with me.

I often look at people around and wonder how everyone has friends and are cared for. And also wonder why I am never cared for and why I am not a priority to anyone.

I reach home and rest for few minutes before my mom knocks on my door.

I expect her to ask about my day. But she never does. Sometimes I blurt it out because I want to talk to people.

I have a different relationship with my dad. He thinks I don't respect him and that I am an arrogant and self centered brat. I am tired of explaining him that I'm not. I am just opinionated. I gave up.

Neither my parents nor my sis or bro ask me about my life and rarely share theirs.

I do have a best friend who always messages and phones when she has something to say. That would mostly be about his girlfriend .

But at times even though I try not to message him of my life. I do. I message him about how lonely I am.

I always wanted a guy or a girl best friend. But he or she rarely talk to me. The girl who talk are extremely repulsive or very creepy.

And I have a girl who made me believe that I was special for her.She was the only person who made me feel that way. I knew and still know that she is just toying with me. Yet I hope that's not true.

I want to be happy and experience things like every normal person. But it seems impossible.

And I am tired of being lonely.

I once messaged a popular quoran. I complimented him answers and he replied. When I asked him if I can message him and asked him to be my friend he saw the message and chose not to reply.

A reply, even a rejection is better than getting ignored.

A humble request to people on Quora. For those who advertise to message them regarding any issue should stop doing that if they can't even reply. And for those who follow them. Don't blindly believe people on Quora or IRL

Everyone has a mask.

I feel very depressed at times and I want to consult a doctor. But I am not financially independent. My family doesn't take me seriously when I tell them I want to visit a doctor.

And this is my lonely life.

I just wish I had some body who cared for me and to stand by me.

I don't know if that is possible.

I stared to hate myself. If this continues on maybe I'll be drowning in the river of self hate and depreciation.

Still I have hope. Hope is the only thing I have.

I want my life to change.

If you read the complete answer then,

THANKS for your patience.

People don't have that these days.”
― Ahmed Abdelazeem

“Noise from birds singing outside for a new day
in my meaningless hopeless life, a new day of self loathing, and a never ending headache .
Light going through my sleepy eyes, lazily getting off my bed walking to the bathroom, staring into my reflection in the mirror,
SIGH.
Pain in my heart , words in my head,
"WHEN WILL I DIE? WHEN WILL THIS PAIN END?”
― -ِAya Fakhredin

“You were touching me… but I was using you. I needed you, so I could let go of me, completely.”
― Jay Asher, Thirteen Reasons Why

“A beautiful mistake
.
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You were nothing but a beautiful mistake, a mistake I would do all over again until I feel it becoming a part of me; until I feel it running like a sweet poison through my veins; till it suffocates me and makes me question my existence
I told you if you leave, I won't stop you. If you were meant to stay, you would never leave in the first place. I do not regret the time I spent with you, I just regret that it was spent with you. Everything falls off eventually, sooner or later you learn the truth, you accept your fate and you move on and I did too.
I crave you sometimes, I feel hopeless and breathless, I feel like there's something holding me back, I am not really sure what it is but it's lingering in the air. Do you see what you did? you killed the only good thing left in me. You made me lose hope in myself because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight and so I hope I land at a better place now. Somewhere far away from you. I do not deserve you”
― Aliza Wahab Khan

“मैंने ढूंढा बहुत खुद को उन आँखों में,
पर मेरा साया भी न मिला।”
― Malar

“don't put your hopes on others put it on our own self because sometimes even your family does not care about you so don't give them be the reason of your heartbreak and tears.”
― aries_nia