Just the Way YOU are! discussion

Just vent about what's going on in you life

I'm so tired

I have a long day tomorrow, then I have 40 more days of school!!

Wuz up with you guys

Wow

Where are you?

there is like a lot going on and I don't know how to describe it all, so I will just vent it in this one sentance by saying that there is a lot going on. Like for one thing I am upset with my crush, but I have no idea how to fix that situation. He asked me to stop staring at him and his friends. I agreed, but at the time I didn't know how bad he had hurt my feelings until after I had done what he asked.

wow that sounds rough especially when they straight out say it. Can you tell me a little more about your crush?

He's in 8th grade. I've known him since he was 6th grade and I was 7th grade. Him and I were classmates in Drama Class when I was 7th grade. He's got a really long name, in other words, from it I can guess he might be Mexican/Spanish. His name is Carlos Daniel Sanchez Tapia. He did Shot Put in Track and Field when he was in 6th grade, which I found that out from my yearbook when I got in 6th grade.

Wwow so you have known him for a while he sounds nice how long have you liked him?

Vent? Okay.

I HATE ME! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SUCH A JERK!!! I WISH I WERE DIFFERENT! WHY CAN'T I BE NORMAL???? WHY CAN'T I HAVE A NORMAL LIFE????

Since he was a 7th grader. He even knows I like him, which is actually hard to think about. But what he doesn't know are some of my deepest secrets. I want to tell him those, but I;m afraid he won't understand some of my secrets. He called my yearbook a notebook, but I want to start using that as a inside joke between me and him, if he'll let me.

@brenda it feels good sometimes to let it all out like that doesn't it...if you were normal than i think thatd be pretty boring if everyone were normal this world would be a boring place indeed. Im glad your not normal im glad you are the person who you are and i love you no matter what.
@ihaveacrushon be careful what you tell him though you have to completly trust him because i have made the mistake of telling secrets to someone i shoudlnt have told them to

I've been careful so far, it's nothing too dark. I try to hide those dark secrets from him. I wish I didn't have to, but I have to. The other thing is that I want to ask him out, but because of the stupid restriction my parents put on me, which I don't remember when they put the restriction on me, but they did, I can't ask my crush out.

this may sound crazy because i dont know much about your parents but maybe talk to them about this boy.

That is the part I'm afraid to do, because, I'm scared they'll not understand how much Carlos even means to me. The funny thing is, my mom asked me who Carlos is and I didn't feel like talking about him right that moment, because I was chatting with him on Facebook and I didn't want my mom to know about that. I feel like she just doesn't even understand me much, as in my personality, she may understand some of the events that have happened to me, but I'm not sure how my parents would react if they knew who I have a crush on.

ya it is normal to feel like your parents dont understand you but if you tell them how you really feel about carlos maybe they will let you date.
ive got to go my wifi turns off soon talk to you in the morning bye!

That's tough. I'll pray for you like you asked :) The important thing is to just be yourself when talking to people.

Yeah high school is a new start

I used to be happy and outgoing. And I used to try and care. Now, I'm just empty. I'm sick and tired of all of it. Of trying to share my opinions with my family and getting criticized because of it. Of getting made fun of by my brother and even some of my closer friends. Of getting stabbed in the back and talked about and mocked, ridiculed and laughed at and most of all judged. I'm not skinny. I'm not beautiful. I'm not loved or cared about. I'm constantly ridiculed and pushed into situations I don't want to be in. My autistic characteristics send me into situations involving mocking and taunting. I'm depressed and angry and insane. I'm insecure and unhappy and completely and utterly lost and no one seems to give a damn. I'm struggling to make it through everyday without going crazy. I hate myself with a passion as well as my life and everything I go through. I'm sick and tired of it all and I hate it so damn much.

Can I give you a hug?

*cyberhugs max*

*Cyberhugs Gabrielle*

:)

As for the dyslexia... I've heard a lot about that and that must be difficult. So I'm sorry.
As for the last part... Um I know a lot for my age but I'm young enough that my mind is blank at that...

I seriously hate my teacher. Damn, she de motivates us till most of us feel like punching her. What should we do?

@clairene the only thing I can think of at the minute is try to motivate yourself for every bad thing she says turn it into a good one hope this helps ill try to think of more
@gab wow it seems like you have been through a lot I love u girl and I'm praying for you every day hoping it gets better
@max I had no idea you were dyslexic that must make things harder but ur a trooper and I know you'll ace those test

Thanks Sydney. I don't know. Our recent tests she was like scolding me saying my composition sucks and stuff. Tomorrow, humiliation will be there. -sigh- Not only me, my friends. How can a teacher do that to us so much? I just don't understand. On top of that, I get teased by my classmates because they are so judgemental. They don't respect one and other at all And erm sorry for venting so much...

Lia you're still in school? I actually thought summer holidays had started in most countries now! So when do yours start?
Though I used to hate fridays too, worst subjects!

And for myself... It's just the minority of things that I don't completely mess up and it makes me so mad idk. Even when I think I've done well at something, in the end I' ll just mess it up again. I hate it cause it kind of gets me back to that attitude I used to have of hating everything and thinking I can't do anything right and I'm not good enough for anything or anyone.

y does everyone have to mess with me even over stupid summer vacation

What happened? :(

my stupid friends are all picking on me from something that happened last summer

Oh that stinks.

erica wrote: "my stupid friends are all picking on me from something that happened last summer"

If they are mean they aren't your friends

Erica, whatever happened last summer is in the past. Just don't think about it and focus on the future :)

Couldn't have said it better myself Sierra :)

I don't even think I want to vent. :P

The ending to arkam city makes me wanna cry espially when joker sings In the credits and the game ended with him dying and it was a voice mail

okay serioudly is there a sihn over my head saying "this girls weak lets make her even more weak" darn i hate hate hate feeling so weak but ive had a weakening day!

Erica j. wrote: "okay serioudly is there a sihn over my head saying "this girls weak lets make her even more weak" darn i hate hate hate feeling so weak but ive had a weakening day!"

Think about it this way:

You are strong because you endured this day, even if it is a weakening day. C:

Exactly, Lia! Erica is strong! :D

thanks guys!!:D

Wow..your sis was wrong to do that!
Ok now i must vent!!!
Today i went to a book store to look around. I saw this book called "Scream" (don't EVER pick up this evil book) and it looked like a good crime thriller. It had a trap door on the cover with some blood splatters which made me want to read the prologue. I read that prologue.....and it scarred me for life. Whoever wrote such a sick, twisted, demented book is just plain out of their mind!!! (I didnt see the author's name) I threw up right in that store because of the nastiness!!! :(

Yes!!!! It was the worst thing I have ever read

Lol brain candy?

Lol. As if that was not bad enough, I'm the one worried about math, even with an A- in the class.

What site

Oh yeah I've been on there

No I wanted to but I'm not good with e site yet th

Yeah if you can