Just the real you! discussion

Did you ever think about doing it? Or have wanted to kill yourself? Enjoy life, you don't have to kill yourself, there are other ways to fix a problem.

I have suicidal friends.

That is just messed up, maybe they need to think for a second or so and think about what they are wanting to do

Last year I set my suicide date. October seventeenth. I got stopped. Don't want to talk about that.
For a while I just kept getting worse and worse. I knew I couldn't do it but I really really wanted to.
Lately I've been trying to think about all the reasons why I can't. That helps. I really get suicidal sometimes but I just try to think about the effect that would have on my little brother so I talk myself out of it.