I'm So Alone discussion

Just chat here. Seek help. Rant. Just don't fight.

...hi. I self-harm a little bit...I haven't done it today & haven't felt like doing it for a while, thank God, but I'm not very sure what I should do to not self-harm the next time...

... Sorry... I'm Shiv... But I used to self harm. Kass has helped me a ton through that. Talking out your problems usually helps, and if there's a hobby you like to do, that can help to. If its a late night thing, I'll have my notifs up to help when Kass is off.

And Clarice. :) You can always just shoot me an inbox message.

Whatever {He's the miracle God promised me...} wrote: "And Clarice. :) You can always just shoot me an inbox message."

Thanks. =)

She said not to reply... Leaving now... BYYYYEEEEEZZZZ

Now it's Kassi XD I used to too. I still do sometimes. Honestly I try to set it as: I won't do it again. Of course I slip up the first time. So then I say: Okay, I went two day without cutting/burning/etc. Now I'm gonna go four. I went four. Now a week. Now two weeks. A month. Eventually you just will find ways out of it. Practice mindfulness. Find things that make you happy.

Cʟαяɪcε★~sυяғɪηɢ ᴛнε ωαᴠεs οғ ʟɪғε~ wrote: "...hi. I self-harm a little bit...I haven't done it today & haven't felt like doing it for a while, thank God, but I'm not very sure what I should do to not self-harm the next time..."

Hun you can message me anytime. I might not reply immediately but I will reply.

Whatever {He's the miracle God promised me...} wrote: "Cʟαяɪcε★~sυяғɪηɢ ᴛнε ωαᴠεs οғ ʟɪғε~ wrote: "...hi. I self-harm a little bit...I haven't done it today & haven't felt like doing it for a while, thank God, but I'm not very sure what I should do to ..."

Thanks, Kass. =)

Welxome.

I've always wondered something..

What?

Cαiтℓуn ~I can't trust these broken wings~ wrote: "I've always wondered something.."

What?

Ooh double whats XD
Anyway, I've always wondered if the counting thing is actually accurate. For instance, say you're doing wonderfully and then you get mad and you scratch yourelf. Would that be considered self harm? I don't know. I mean, I don't see it as that, but that might just be me wishful thinking.

Thanks, Kass. :) <3

Cαiтℓуn ~I can't trust these broken wings~ wrote: "Ooh double whats XD
Anyway, I've always wondered if the counting thing is actually accurate. For instance, say you're doing wonderfully and then you get mad and you scratch yourelf. Would that be c..."

I guess it would to some people. I say if it draws blood it counts.

Whatever {He's the miracle God promised me...} wrote: "Cαiтℓуn ~I can't trust these broken wings~ wrote: "Ooh double whats XD
Anyway, I've always wondered if the counting thing is actually accurate. For instance, say you're doing wonderfully and then y..."

Same. I prefer to think of it that way or else I'd always be clocked at zero XD

Haha. Same. Digging my nails in my palms and stuffs.

I've never done that. I'd just claw my arms up >.< I don't even think about it. Unless I mess up and make one really noticeable like 2-3 weeks ago.

**debatingif i should say something**

Lilyyyyyy!!!
Say somethingggggggg

(view spoiler)[ Crap (hide spoiler)] You know me *runs far far away*

Katniss Odindottir wrote: "[spoilers removed] You know me *runs far far away*"

Lilyyyyyy
Come baaaaaaack

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!

PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE?????

You have to come to me house and drag me to my computer (like a inch away) and force me to type!!!!!

Um, I dont even know where you live.

Thats the point! (runs*

Speak your mind!

Yes, speak your mind!!

*RUNS! *

You won't get anywhere with running. You have a choice to make and no one else can make it for you. You either speak, or you don't.

I dont! Yet

Then don't run.

I've been self harming for about a year until I threw the razor away on the tenth of July. I saw an Onisoon video that day about self harming,(he has a lot but that one just got to me) I'm still seeking recovery and at times I just want to do it again

I've self harmed for almost a year now. It got better for a while and then I broke again. Its not horrible. I probably cut like once every two or three weeks. But it still leaves scars...

im forest, i still selfharm

Lexi ~you keep it inside because thats the safest place to hide~ wrote: "I've self harmed for almost a year now. It got better for a while and then I broke again. Its not horrible. I probably cut like once every two or three weeks. But it still leaves scars..."

It's gonna leave scars. What do you feel when you do it?

Uoreo wrote: "I've been self harming for about a year until I threw the razor away on the tenth of July. I saw an Onisoon video that day about self harming,(he has a lot but that one just got to me) I'm still se..."

That's really good! We're all gonna reach points where we want to do it again.

Forest Fox *Weirdness* wrote: "im forest, i still selfharm"

Hi Forest.

Well, hi people. I'm Shiv, and I haven't self harmed in... Two month when march was here... So awhile. But.. The thing is. I've relied on a girl for my recovery... Probably a lot more than I should. But I love her, and just hope I can help her the same. I hope I don't burden her, becayse she never burdens me. But sometimes, you still have the urge to cut, that's a normal part of recovery, guys. :P You've got this. *coughs* we've got this, because you aren't alone.

P.S. Thanks, Kass...

Hey Forest! And Lexi and Uoreo!

Agreeing with him. And you are really never alone. Just because you don't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend doesn't mean you're alone. Me and Shiv were helping each other a lot even when we were just friends. Find the best part of every day, and really hang on to it. Just remember there is always ups and downs. Life is like a heart monitor. You want it to go up and down, because it's bad news if there's a flat line.

Yeah. :) xD I never thought of it like that... A heart monitor. :P

haha. I used that analogy with you once... you listen so well...

Yeah, but just the way you put it...

And do I? XD

Still the same... XD

Yeahhh.

Try hard to fight them. You can do it. Once you start it's even harder to stop.

You can do it. You've got the strength.

grayson wrote: "I don't self harm yet, but I have urges every day."

Urges don't really go away, especially if you start.