2015 A-Z 'Deuces Wild ' Reading Challenge of African American Authors discussion

Hello members of the A-Z Deuces Wild reading challenge.
I am sending my apologizes for being an absent moderator of the group. My life has been turned upside down and Im slowly recovering. It has been difficult, facing three deaths within three months. one which has resulted in a lawsuit that has turned to me now going after the state due to their faulty investigation. I've had to regroup my business while letting go a close friend whom I could of sent to prison but decided to just let her get the F out of my damn face and city too. Its been tremendously heartwenching.(dont think that is spelled right) I've continue to read but the joy has been taken away. Im slowly recovering but the death of my nephew is going to take awhile. I will get to mailing novels off. As i begin to Let Go, Let God, I am moving toward stepping back to where I left off. I have completed 10 books but have not placed them on my list. Its Sept. Im hoping to finish cause dad asked me to. (inside joke) anyway, i just wanted to inform everyone that Im still here and I will be back on the scene soon, regularly.
Sidne

I'm so sorry to hear about the deaths and the other situations. Please know that we are here. Take your time and reach to any one of us, if you need to.
May they rest in peace.

So sorry for your loss Sidne, I will keep you and your family in my prayers, as Bryan said we are here for you and let us know if you need anything.

Sorry to hear about your loss. Please accept my condolences, and I will keep you as well as your family in my prayers. My deepest sympathy goes out to you all during this trying time.

I'm praying for you. Everything will get better with time

I'm so sorry to hear this, Sidne. I know there's probably not much I can do for you other than let you know I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts.

Sidne, sorry to hear about your loss. My condolences go out to you and your family. Take care and take time to grieve.

I'm so sorry for your loss and my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.....take care and take all the time you need....

Thanks everyone for your kind words, its so, so hard. so hard. Lord, it makes me hate every woman i see intoxicated now. just pisses me off and i cant be like that. I keep saying: why didnt you just go on home and let her friends tend to her azz. I have never felt dislike as i do that damn girl and she walks away with her damn life. it just hurts so bad, so bad. my only nephew from my siblings. its so devastating.
I really appreciate the condolences, and forgive me for vent writing, but sometimes i get a little release letting go. In Jamaica trying to fulfill the trip we all was taken before he passed and doing all he said he was going to do once we all got here, but this zip flying crap i'm not doing, he know my butt was not going to do this crap so i aint faking the funk, i will not be doing it while the rest of the family saying, we doing it for Curt, my azz keeping it real, i would not have done it if he was here so im not going to start, man, they going to kick me out the villa house, i just know it. oh well. im not doing that crap, and its over the water too. hell, I'll read a 1,000 page novel first. lol

Sorry for your loss! It's okay to vent!!