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There you go, Mykie! I've done it! And don't forget to see the title, M!
Eager to hear it? That was a crazy idea of a friend of mine
Well, one insane says another insane that she's insane. ;)
seriously, man. But where's the fun when one is sane?
exactly my point! That's why it's life in fun when it's crazy!
That guy I told you about yesterday, the one from Monaco, is a real pain in the ass!
Sad thing? he's going to be around a month or two until he finishes his business.
Well, he's not going to be in peace his time here. I may get in some trouble for that, but things were pretty boring around, anyway. It's worth it. Guess what? He will never think of doing that kind of prank again!! XD
Haha, since when I started going easy on people? Even with Aze, I'm hard!
Well, that's in my nature. and blood I think. My own parents didn't go easy on me and my sister raising us. Well, love is not something I completely understand even when I have experienced it. But it's just the way it is. But loving someone doesn't mean you will do anything, anytime, anywhere for that person. You need to hold back to make that person realize shit.
In our language, I am not spoiled, but for the people, I am the worst kind ever, I am spoiled as hell! Who gives a fuck?yh. Love is just the way it is. There are many definitions for it. But for every person, it means a different thing. It's just an amazing thing!
Luck is not something i believe in. It's just the way it is. No luck is involved anywhere.Yeah. Love and anger are the most complicated emotions
What do you mean people like you, Mykie? We are all same remember? Just some circumstances are diferent doesn't mean we fit in different categories! What do you mean by 'i have lot of things people like you don't have'???
Whatever you are thinking, Mykie, is a total bullshit!
I can't argue with that. Freedom is something i achieved. Things were not same as before. I didnt had freedom, i gained freedom. So i know how it is. Aze is amazing. It's a miracle that he loves me. And i him too, cuz you know what i used to think about love and relationships.
Well, i think freedom and love is not too far away from you, Mykie. You knkw what i am talking about.
That's another thing too. But my parents practically pushed me in that road. They would be damned if I didn't atleast one of those things i know. Tgey kept challenging me in a way that sometimes i asked myself if they are my true parents or not. When i was 8, they left me in the middle of woods to find my way home alone. I know they did it for me and they love me, and i am also goad that they did it. But, Mykie, tell me, which parents put their children in continuos danger to teach them? There was time when i gave up. And you know i never give up. Imagine how it would have been for me when I gave up. After doing and listening to them soo many years, they think i deserver freedom. They told me i would get emancipated next april. And you know what? They are giving me this freedom so i can learn from my mistakes. It's hard when you have no one to give you advice. Parents are different. Yours are too strict. But you always find a way. You see? It's just a matter of time. And i hope it comes for you early.
I get what you are saying. You see? We are same but just in a different way. Do NOT ever say 'people like you' and 'people like me'. You never had voice because they didn't let you. My parents didn't let me but did gave me opportunities and i took advantage of them.
Trust me, when YOU will have voice, not that you don't have now, you know what i mean, you will have ut a lot more louder than me. You are stronger than me. Believe it or not.
You will. You know you will. Physically i can't say. But you are sure as hell a lot more stronger than me emotionally.
Admit it, Mykie. You saying it false won't change anything.
Nearly got expelled from school for speaking with a 'senior' student the way i speak. XD
Yh, and that's never even going to change in my death.
But i did got expelled from school for 2 weeks for beating the hell out of that 'senior' guy afterwards for lying shit about me. No regrets. In fact, i am saved from 2 boring weeks of school.
Yeah. Joined an 'escape to survive' competition with my group. It's going to be on Sunday night. IT's going to be the hell of a fun!!!
Yeah. Rii was freaking out cuz she didn't get to participate cuz she's only 13. She says she's going to make a fake ID!!
Obviously! She's gonna ask a guy we know who can help with that, but he's kind of 'crazy' you know.
I think you didn't get me. He is a maniac, Mykie. And think about it when I say that I won't let my little sister go alone to that psycho. And we are sure as hell are not going empty-handed. I'll tell you later about his history.
Sure. I don't what happens to me when people stare me in a way, you know. I want to pull their eyes out for that! It's just too annoying!
Nah, my eyes do that job for me in some situations.
Aze says it do kills. But Aze's opinion doesn't count. Not even any of my friends' or parents'.
For the first time in my life i went to buy groceries. What a mundane thing. And with Aze, its fantastic!! If i knew that feeling before, i would have done it soo much earlier.
Did my mom just told me to get out? Yeah, she did. She just told me to get out of the house and not to return until i get my shit together. And guess what? She even told all of my friends and cousins not to let me stay or she will cut it off. So, yeah, I'm going to spend my days and nights in woods for few days. I was being an ass.
Mykie, BVB Army Lieutenant wrote: "Violet H. wrote: "Did my mom just told me to get out? Yeah, she did. She just told me to get out of the house and not to return until i get my shit together. And guess what? She even told all of my..."Yeah, i am still out of house. And woods haven't been entertaining me so the casinos in Vegas will do.
I forgot😔Ofcourse!! Let's get our hands flooded together in the casinos!!!
You know how to play poker? Blackjack? Roulette? Bacarrat?
Fantastic! You and i could make a great team!
Fuck this! Why did i plan to go this far?! I hate to wait for the next flight! I would have chosen to go to Monaco or Berlin or something! Why Vegas? It's damn far and i am stuck here on hold for 3 fucking hours!! What a waste of time!
There's this guy on the other side of the table in the casino who won't stop staring at me. Trust me, if he doesn't stop in 1 minute, i will poke his eyes out!
Yeah, well, i go violet in no time and your words do your job. But we both are creative!
Fuck'em all! Just be there where you priority is. I know how that person would be feeling right now.
I don't have many friends. But those who are, are my family. If someone even thinks of hurting any of them, you don't want to know what will happen to them.
People say I'm a cold-hearted bitch. Well, of cold-hearted I can't say much, but I'm am a bitch. I am someone people don't want to mess with. They talk about me and my friends. Bad things. But who the fuck gives a shit about people's opinion?