lost in our own minds discussion

i read the description for this group and thought, "Huh. Cool. I've been wanting to vent to someone who doesn't know these people all week..."

so.... where exactly can i start venting? if none of you don't mind......

ANYWHERE! ANYTIME!

Vent whenever u want! We'll B here. But I must warn you. we say sum preety weird stuff after a while cuz... thats who we are

hey, we're all weird. thanks for welcoming me. :D

a question: have you ever had one of those weeks where everything seems to go wrong? WHAT IF YOU KEEP GETTING THEM EVERY SINGLE MONTH?! AAAAAAARRRRRRGGHHH!!!!

well.. it depends. Wats been going wrong?

see, i'm homeschooled, and once you're behind in school it's hard to get caught up. so that stinks.

and my social life (off the computer. on the computer it's great. everyone i know on the web is really nice. you guys included. :) ) has gone..... pffftt.....

i sound so whiney, but seriously, i've just got a lot in my mind and it's so hard to figure out where to START. thank goodness it's saturday.

oh yes. and i'm having a boy problem. 2 actually.

Wat do u mean by: My social life is gone

and wat kinda boy trublez?

well, it feels like my social life is gone. i'm not sure if it is. i mean, like, i don't have any CLOSE friends nearby, cuz all of the close ones moved. it's really depressing....

the complicated kind. when it involves a boy for me, it usually is, lol. =)

lol. Let it out honey. Don't worry I mean theres alwayz long distant friend ships. And I bet u'll make new friends. So far after the 3 days Ive known u cyber ly U sound awesome :)

I AGREE.

whoa. *smiles, very close to tears* omgosh, you guys are so nice.

*takes a deep breath* GUYS ARE SO CONFUSING. and if you DARE say that i LIKE fisher i will cyberly murder you. *glares*

ok. sorry. i just get a lot of 'you like fisher' way too much.... and i just.... ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!

i also feel like i have a stalker by the way. *mildly* and i think i may go crazy soon.....

Fisher?

Anywayz. Do u kno huu ur stalker is? I mean if its one of ur friends then its fine. (I stalk all my friends for fun... not rlly) but if its some crazier horemone raged perv... then Whoaz.... I suggest u run. and tell sumone

I AGREE.

WISH ME HAPPY BIRTH DAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

GRACIAS! I JUST HAD A SALAMI SANDWITCH. THAT RIGHT GIULIA! IM NOT AFFRAID TO EAT MEEEEAAAT! IM A CARNIVORE! UNLIKE U! U... U HERBAVORE!

lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

fisher is his middle name. sorry. i just call him that.

he's not exactly a .... stalker... *slowly* but he creeps me out. i have him staring at me all the time. from across the table, across the room, across the parking lot. like, creepy staring....

wait, so ppl r just saying u like fishy boy, but u dont??

and duz he like u? cuz most stalkers are attracted to their victims....

btw.....VEGETARIANS ARE TAKING OVER THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!

YES! *yells* sorry. *meakly* yes, giulia, they say i like him when i DON'T. and i tell them i don't but they just smile and say 'sure'.

ok ok. let me restart. there are TWO boys i'm talking about. one is fish boy (great name! fish boy :D) and the other is ... stalker man.

well i called him fishy boy because i thought he was ur stalker and stalkers are slimy, and fish are slimy soooo...yeah. but hes not ur stalker boy, is he?

do u know ur stalker boy?

he's not MY anything! *glares*

ahem. sorry. no, fish boy is not the stalker.

the reason i call stalker dude a stalker is because i barely know him. and stalkers are strangers. so yeah. that's how is see it. and it makes me so nervous....

TELL SOMEBODY!

Hold up Hold up. *ahem* Do you ever hit this Fishy boy? As in physical assult... as in punch or anything?

erm, yes, i do. i wack him when he gets annoying, but he just laughs and ducks away. it's how our relationship is. he used to hit back, but he got in trouble once for that and isn't allowed anymore since we're 'getting older and he should know better since she's a girl'.... or something like that. *shrug* why?

tell someone... like who?

ok NUMBER ONE. When u hit a boy... usually it means u like them. I know U dont but thats probably what ur friends think. For example... There was this guy I had a MAD crush on and I would always stomp on his shoes... he found out I liked him... WELL, now Ive learned that talking to them is actually better but... lol

And TELL UR PARENTS U HAVE A STALKER!!

WHAT?!

ahem. sorry. but - how does HITTING them or stomping on their shoes make them think - i mean - why does - ARGH!

my friends also claim he has a crush on me. and that i like him back. well, they used to, but i yelled at them about it once and they understand....

ok. you really think i should tell my rents about the - stalker thing? cuz... *uncertainly* it's not like he's DONE anything but creep me out with staring...

Well... I dont understnad either but... From what my english teacher says, Hitting them is the only way you can touch them without having to go out with them. It's crazy.. I know.

And HECK YAH U SHOULD TELL THE RENTS! Well... how long has this guy been stalking u? I mean like everyday? or what?

wow. are they that desperate for us to touch them??!? what on earth goes through their minds?!?!?!

well. *thoughtfully* i just remembered. my dad once said that a way guys show they like a girl is by hitting them or teasing them. which means my brother must LOVE me to to DEATH.

i only see him on sundays (church). it's not stalking as so much as appearing out of no where and always seeming to be... RIGHT THERE. i mean, i've never felt anyone following me. but one second i'm in line for food, the next he's like right behind me. normally not saying anything.....

Well. Ur brother ur ur family. So it doesnt count. but.. ur dads right


And as for crazy stalker dude? TELL THE RENTS!

gah, why does he have to be right??? why can't life be simple????

ok. i'll try to tell them without freaking them out...... um, they might not believe me is the problem. they'll probably ask for a name and - i don't want to give one, just ask for advice. does that make sense????

WAIT u noe his name?!?!

hon ur not taking this very seriously. some GUY is STALKING YOU.
this isnt about ur parents freaking out, this is your safety in jeopardy here!!

but, em, the problem is he hasn't DONE anything! technically, my safety isn't in jeopardy. just my sanity if i think too much about it. i wonder if his goal is to make me insane.....

i know his name. i barely know him himself though.

How old is he? TELL!

stalker dude?

mhm

mhm? what?

By Mhm I mean Yah.. Stalker dude. Wats his name? TEL THE RENTS! JEEZ

I'M NOT GOING TO TELL THEM THIS WEEK!!! IT WOULD RUIN THINGS FOR ME! I'M TRYING TO RELAX! i'm 16 today *awkwardly* so i'm trying to keep my mood light....

stalker dude's like..... college age? older?

OMG! FRIGGIN TELL THEM!!! A COLLEGE STUDENT? EWW

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE

Why dont u think this isnt major?

cuz... i don't know. i'm a writer. things normally seem worse then they are when one's a writer. at least, that's been true mostly in the past.....

thanks. i'm going to drive soon! eeeeeeek!!!

well, i sorta told mom about it. not, like, that i was being stalked, but.... yeah. sortaish....

oh! hey! i'm coming into this comvo kinda late, but i comprehend the gist of it.

by the way, hi aria! happy birthday! 16?! jeez, i feel like a youngling. i'm, theodora lake (that's my first name, but you can call me thea), i am a nerd, and not usually aloud to use electronics, and i am mad religious jew, so in the spirit of that: HAPPY YOM KIPPUR, EVERYBODY!!!

GIRL! once, i had a stalker, you can ask giulia about it, she knows the dude.

once he wrote me a letter, being all like, if someone shot a bullet at you, i wouldn't save you. WHO DOES THAT?! I MEAN SERIOUSLY?!

anyway, i told my parents because it was disturbing

Hey Thea, I feel young as well in Aria's cyber presence... Anywayz.. I agree, stalkers are very disturbing.... I never actually HAD a stalker... but ive tried to stalk my friends b4...

Stalking is actually VERY boring and I usually give away my disguise by asking the person if they mind me stalking them... Oh well

oh, happy belated birthday, emily!!!

hey, u know tory?

he was my stalker

OMFG TORY AGHH!!!! HE'S SUCH A FRIGGIN WEIRDO (By the way thanks for the Happy birthday shout out.. now were was I.. Oh right..) OMG HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME LAST YEAR AND WE WOULD NOT STOP TALKING TO ME! I EVENTUALLY HAD TO SAY: TORY JUST.. GO AWAY OK??? OMG AND HIS HAIR IS SO... DISGUSTING AND HE HANGS OUT WITH THE SCHOOL CREEP!

thea have u legally changed ur name yet?