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Patients must have a special permit from the doctors to exercise here. Patients from all wards are allowed. There are paved sections, flowerbeds, and grassy areas. There are more materials and supplies for various activities here.

Noah was on the grass with a rope in his hands. He was jumping, counting every time the rope went around. So far he was on his sixtieth, sixty one, sixty two and so on. He started to feel rusty. Being here locked up and not really having something to get his body moving properly was not doing good with his body. He was panting, sweat slightly sheeting his forehead. He loved the feeling he was getting. The burning sensation moving though his body.

Seza had been racing around the flowerbeds, she loved flowers, that and they said she needed to get rid of some pent up energy she always had. She couldn't help it, she always felt so happy. A lot of people she met here seemed very sad though, or angry and she didn't know why. She loved being at the asylum, it was her home, well second home, her home was actually a mental institute she'd been at before, since she viewed the place she was originally from not her home. Eventually she was crouching down, plucking a few flowers and began skipping around, twirling a bit. She went up to a few guards at the door, one of them was the one that usually trailed after her and handed them some flowers with a large smile. She continued going around handing to the few people there a flower, if they accepted of course. Her last one was a man who was using a rope and jumping. It looked very fun and she wondered if he'd let her play with him.

By the time the girl came up to Noah, he was on his one hundredth and fifteenth. He stopped just as she approached him, not wanting to hurt her with the rope. He took in deep breaths to try and calm down his racing heart. He reached out for the flower in her hand and took it into his own hand while the other hand held the rope. "Ahhh... Thanks?" He says. He didn't know why she gave him a flower. But he did see her go around and give some guards and patients. She seemed so happy. How could she be so happy in a place like this? She must be really crazy then.

Seza beamed at him when he took the flower she handed him, happy. Some people didn't take it, sometimes it made her sad but she understood some people just didn't like flowers. "You're Welcome!" she chirped happily, having given him the last flower so she held her hands behind her back, rocking on her toes. "What were you doing?" she asked curiously, "it looked like so much fun! May I play with you?" she asked eagerly. Not a lot of people in this place liked playing with her, at the mental institute she had many friends, it used to be so fun!

Noah really didn't know what to do with the flower. If he tossed it or dropped it go knows what would happen to the girl. She would probably freak and he wasn't in the mood for that, nor was he in the mood for talking. At less not until he catches his breath. Still he held up the rope for her and said "this... I wasn't really pl-" he trailed off. He decide not to say he wasn't playing so he said "I was exercising with this jump you. You can try.. If you know how to" he adds the last part. To him she seemed like a child. Her goofy smile and the way she ran around. But what freaked him out was her eyes... We're they two different colors?

Seza looked at him with wide eyes, looking like she was waiting eagerly for what he was going to say and was going to soak as much as she could in. A very childlike action. "Oh, well thank you mister," she said, gently taking the rope, examining it. She then held it like she saw him hold it, backing away a bit so she wouldn't injury him. "How do I do this..." she mused, seeming like she was just wondering out loud... until her whole demeanor changed, becoming more mature but also dark. "Jump over the rope as it swing towards your feet idiot," she growled. Once again her expression and posture changed to what it had been before, grinning, "Oh!" she said and hesitantly flicked it around and jumped over the rope when it came over her feet. She cried out in excitement when she realized she'd done it and continued to do it until she could do it without the need of stopping. She had to stop soon after that point though, too tired to do it anymore and plopped down after moving towards him, handing him his rope, her cheeks flushed, "thank you!" she said brightly. "My name is Seza by the way," she said. She'd noticed he'd been staring at her eyes, which she was used to. "My eyes aren't weird," she added, still smiling brightly, "it's a genetic thing, a mutation of the human DNA."

Noah lowered his hands when she took the rope. It was a good things she stepped back because he didn't want to get hit. He watched her with caution. It was weird to watch her act like a child. Did she know as was doing that herself or was this really how she was? Then something weird happened. He was shocked to see a new attitude in her. He didn't know why it was called but she must have almost two minds in her. He's herd of that before. It was good to see the old her back if he was to be honest. In the end he smiled for her, seeing that she did good. "Oh" he says not meaning to be rude. "Their cool" he admits. Then he said "you know your pretty smart" he admits. Having a child mind but also know about mutation was hard.

Seza giggled, "thank you," she said, "not many people like it, did you know back in the 1800s if you have a genetic flaw like mine, they'd kill you, believing you were a witch," she told him with light excitement. She picked up a lot of things, reading or from the older woman, Miss Goodlocks back home, she knew a lot and loved talking. She tilted her head at him, "do I seem stupid?" she asked, honestly innocently curious. Is he mocking you? Janus hissed, I'll make him pay if he is...
No Jannie, it's fine trust me she assured her.

"I actually do" he tells her and reaches for the water bottle he was allowed to have out here. "Especially if you were a red head" he adds and tilts his head, drinking quickly. " good thing your hair is dirty blond" he gives her a smirk. He thought about her question. The way she asked almost seemed like a threat. He didn't think she was stupid. He thought.... She seemed childish. But he wasn't really going to tell her that straight up. He saw her other side and didn't want it out. But still he answers it her truthfully- something he's been trying to do lately- and said "not stupid.... Just a bit clueless at some points. But trust me" he said with raised hands "i was wrong"

Seza looked at him with wide eyed curiosity, giggling and nodded, "lucky I'm not," she agreed, "I heard redheads usually have strong tempers," she said, "but I wouldn't want to get mad at people..." She frowned a bit for the second time, the first being when her whole demeanor shifted due to Janus. She blinked a bit then was smiling once again, it could make one wonder if her cheeks hurt with all that smiling. She tilted her head, playing with her hair a bit as she listened to his reply. She giggled them, "Not entirely clueless," she said softly, "I can be oblivious," she said softly, "But I believe, if you give someone something to smile about, it'll make the world brighter and you can't do that if you have a frown or negative outlook on everything."

Noah tossed his water bottle back onto the grass. The wind blew at the grass causing it to shift slightly. His gaze stayed on the moving grass as she spoke. He agreed with her. But still, the affect of a smile really doesn't change his day. If his day was a bad day, well them it's a bad day. And if so you better stay away. But if it was a good day its good and that's when you don't need to worry about bumping into him or anything. Even though he thought about it he didn't say anything about it. He still held the flower in his hand. So he decided to do something about it. He stepped forward and moved her he hair near her ear and slipped the flower their to rest. "Flowers can do the same" he tells her and smiles playfully.

Seza looked over at where he threw the water bottle, looking at it before at the grass. She liked it outside, it was better than inside, it always seemed so dark and dreary inside, not like the institute at all. She was lost in thought, staring at the grass with a soft smile on her face as she thought about memories of her past, the ones she remembered. She snapped out of it and looked at him when he moved her hair, and blushed lightly when she realized what he'd done. "They can," she agreed with a bright smile. "Can I ask you something stranger?" she asked, still not knowing his name but she didn't mind too much, if he wished to give it away then he would.

"Noah" he tells her. "My names Noah" he had forgot to intrusive himself, feeling slightly foolish but at the same time didn't care. "And yes you can" he adds as he looked down to her. He could see the faint smile on her cheeks and her childish smile. I guess those things go along with her eyes. If it wasn't for her sweet attitude her eyes would have been something to fear. She would have been something to fear.

Seza smiled, giggling, "nice to meet you Noah," she said brightly and smiled even brighter -if it were possible- when he said she could. But it dropped a bit, turning into a more serious but still very soft and kind expression, a thoughtful one. "Why do you seem so down?" she asked softly, "it seems like everyone here is so down... Do you not like being here?" she asked, having absolutely no clue why someone wouldn't like it here, sure maybe it was a little caged in and uncomfortable with some occasionally mean guard but... she just didn't understand.

Noah's smile dropped. His gaze switched from her different colored eyes and pass her shoulder to everyone else that was in the yard. Some where doing push-up while others where lifting weights. The guards stayed next to entrance or walked around with a stern look. He thought about it. Did he really look that down. Yah some people look down. He doesn't like it here. With a sift sigh he says "some of us wants to be free. Others want to be with the family. No one really likes to live in a jail filled with crazies" he told her without looking at her.

Noah's smile dropped. His gaze switched from her different colored eyes and pass her shoulder to everyone else that was in the yard. Some where doing push-up while others where lifting weights. The guards stayed next to entrance or walked around with a stern look. He thought about it. Did he really look that down. Yah some people look down. He doesn't like it here. With a sift sigh he says "some of us wants to be free. Others want to be with the family. No one really likes to live in a jail filled with crazies" he told her without looking at her.

Seza looked at him, her gaze could be taken intense and unnerving if not for the gentleness behind it. She noticed him looking away from her and glanced around briefly before returning her gaze to Noah. As he replied, her expression turned to one of confusion, "a jail?" she asked, "crazy..?" No one has ever really told her what was wrong with her, rather kept her in the dark and just tried to lock the other side of her out which again was near impossible. That and she didn't find this place a jail, the last thing actually. "I guess I understand... I wish that to," she murmured finally, nodding. "The people at the mental institute were my family... I do miss them," she murmured, nodding before softly smiling.

He was caught off guard. Did she not know she was in a jail for crazy people? People to dangerous to live like normal people like her? Hearing about having her family being in a mental institute did help a little. She probably didn't get to live a normal life at all. She didn't get the freedom of going out and visiting family. Nor did she get to go to school and meet up with her friends. "Did you live their your whole life?" He curiously asked her. He hopped he didn't push her into talking about her past. It was hard to tell what she wanted and didn't want.

Seza looked at him, frowning a bit as she thought hard, like it was a struggle to remember. "No.." she eventually said, with hesitation, "my mommy and daddy sent me there.." she murmured, eyebrows furrowed, "I was there for a long time, that's why they're my family... but I... I think I went home once..." she muttered then placed a hand on her head, looking a bit pained. "I... didn't like it..." she said, eyes widening a bit. She could remember all the mean people from the school, they were so mean to her, the people in the community too... She wanted to go back... She blinked, she couldn't remember anything after that, well maybe she did but it hurt too much. She shook her head and smiled at him, shrugging, "but almost my whole life."

((I got busted with a phone so my post will take time. I'm not sure how much but I'll try ))

((kk))

"Oh" Noah said softly. He didn't know what to say really. Was it a good thing that she lived in a place like that? Because he would say no. But it seemed like she thought it did. "We'll at you have someone you can call family" he tells her. He doesn't have a family, we'll not anymore. His mother died and well...he killed his dad.

((Sorry it's short. I'm have to go))

((it's fine))

Seza nodded and giggled, "at least that," she parroted with a bright smile. She did love living at the institute, everyone was so nice there, well most, some of the patients were kinda mean and same with some doctors... "Do you have family?" she asked softly, scooting closer.

Noah ran a hand through his brown hair and then rubbed the back of his neck at her question. He glanced at the ground. He didn't really feel comfortable at the moment. You see, asking that would lead to asking about his past and he didn't like speaking about his past. He just wanted to live the present and move on. But still out of respect he shook his head no to her question.

Seza noticed and smiled softly, "you don't need to tell me," she chirped, "it's fine," she shrugged. She giggled and looked at him again, "I guess I asked something too personal... not a lot of people like talking here, it's different from what I'm used to," she said softly, smiling. She looked over at one of the guards who motioned for her to keep exercising. She pouted and looked back at Noah, "want to rope together?" she asked eagerly, hands clasped underneath her chin and eyes shining.

She surly had that right. At less she knew he was one of those people that didn't like to talk about personal things. He really wasn't looking forward to the what happened and did you really questions that came along with admitting he killed his dad. Finally he was able to move on and do something he likes. He caught her looking to a guard who told her too exercise and then said "me and you?" He asks, wanting to make sure.

Seza nodded in agreement, "yes, you and me," she said eagerly, "please? I'll jump in.." she said, nearly bouncing where she sat now, having so much pent up energy, which explained why she needed to continue exercising to tire herself out a bit. She knew if he did nothing or said nothing to threaten her then Janus wouldn't bother him so it would all go swell, hopefully of course. Seza never really got a childhood so things like this she never really done before and was eager to do things.

Noah thought about it. Didn't this girl just learn how to jump rope a few minutes ago? Now she wanted to jump in with him? He wasn't sure if it was a good idea. She could hurt herself or hurt her! He really didn't want to get hurt. But he couldn't say no to her. She seemed like a little chilled every time she moved or smile and he couldn't be mean to a child. The way she was jumping in place with excitement and her eyes glowed with happiness made him say "ok. But step away for now". He bent down and grabbed the rope before stepping back himself and starts to jump.

Seza waited patiently for his answer, really excited to do this. She remembered seeing girls do this when she had went back home and passed the elementary school. They looked like they were having so much fun and it definitely was something she wanted to do. She immediately jumped up and cheered when he agreed, darting out of the way so he could begin jumping. She decided to jump in back to front and positioned herself with slight guidance from Janus. She watched the rope carefully, timing herself to jump in and darted in when the rope was swinging around to his feet and when he jumped she jumped afterwards. She began giggling happily with the realization they'd done it.

Noah jumped and jumped, waiting for her to find the right time to join him. He saw her different color eyes follow the rope from his feet to above his head, slightly rocking her body back and forth in rhythm to the rope. Finally she leaped in at the right moment and they both jumped together before the rope could hit their feet. "You did it" he said and kept going, seeing when they would stop it mess up or if she would even be the reason. He kept close to her, his brown eyes looking down into her colorful ones. "You think you got this?" He asked, taking in deep breaths.

Seza laughed with joy, "I did!" she cried gleefully, continuing to jump when the time needed for her to jump to keep it from stopping. She was beaming happily, looking carefully at the rope the continued to roll down. "I've got this! See! See!" she cried, glancing at him with a wide grin but during the rope caught on her foot and she yelped, falling back and landed on her back. She blinked a bit, surprised before she was giggling, holding her tummy as she laughed at her silliness.

Noah kept going, even though he was paying attention, he was mentally counting and so far they were in the twenties. It was good thing to see her smile happy like that. It made him crave to see her like that. She felt like a sister. Someone he could play with to feel like a big brother. He wasn't sure if he was older then her but he was a little taller. Just as their eyes connected she got caught in the rope and the stumbled down, her on her bottom and him on his side. He laughed with her? Pushed his hair out of his eyes and looked up to the sky.

Seza was giggling, happy. She was glad she was having some fun, having fun with another person and made them laugh too. She was the kind of person that liked when other people smiled and were having fun, but not in other's expense, Janus especially didn't like it when it was at her expense. She eventually sobered, opening her eyes to look up at the sky as well. "That was fun," she said, turned her head to look at him, smiling, "thank you."

It Noah some time to quite down. He hadn't had a good laugh like that in such a long time. Actually a very very long time. Probably before his mom died. He turns his head to look at her with a grin, a dimple showing. "No problem" he tells her and moved a strand of her hair out of her face. "This was fun. Maybe if you find me out here again you should come up and we could do this again" he tells her. It would help him relax and have a nice time. It was something he actually needed in a place like this.

Seza beamed at him. She wondered if this was how it felt like to have a brother, she's an only child so she really didn't know. She wanted to believe it was, it was a nice feeling. Seza nodded eagerly, "I'd like that," she said, "they said I should be in here exercising more," she informed him, "they didn't really explain why though," she added in a hush tone, still smiling, "but I like the garden here... have you been? It's lovely," she said, a dreamy like smile on her lips. She turned onto her side then to face him, propping her head up on her arm. "The lady that told me about the witch thing at the institute, she said she was in there because she talked to ghosts..." she whispered, "do you believe in ghosts?"

((Polar opposite from Dermott eh? xD))

He propped his head on his hand and laid on his side facing her in the same position. Maybe they would have many chances to meet after all. Too bad he was only allowed to come out her once a week. They thought he was dangerous. Which was true only if he was mad. Thanks to the last fight he has with that loser called Dermott he landed himself on their raider. "Maybe" he agrees and after he questions he said "no". He was being honest, and he didn't believe in witches too. "But i do believe in devils and angels and demons" he admits.

((Lol totally!))

((xD Dermott.. xD I'm just waiting to bring out Janus... then bam! Realization. :D))

Seza beamed at him, glad they'd meet again after this encounter. She liked him, well she liked a lot of people, not the mean ones though, but he was definitely on her favorite list... wait.. she didn't have a favorite list... Well she understood she liked him.. maybe like a sibling..??
She looked at him as she awaited the answer, nodding. She smiled at him when he admitted to believing in the other things. "Someone told me once that people who are different are demons in disguise," she told him softly, brows furrowed. "I don't believe them," she said, smiling, "they're, if anything, probably angels in disguise... and maybe some have just lost their way.." she shrugged.

((He's like the best. Can't wait to see what would happen with him and Vee, now that cole is with her or something like that. And km actually wondering what would happen if she does come out))

He sighs before falling back onto his back and covering his eyes from the sun, lost in thought for a second. "I'm not sure" he tells her. He only said that because of what he believed in. Being a muslim, he grew up to knew that angles and devils where never seen. That angles were too pure to be seen and that devils were too scary. "Why would they wast their time and be in disguises. Angles probably have better things to do than that.. And well maybe devils yah... But I know they would be in the form of an animal. Sometimes you would think you saw something or some when really its them playing with you" he tells her.

((Why thank you lol.. he's great though, always makes me laugh xD probably sounds bad but eh. Yeah I know! Been reading the rp you're doing with her and the fricken feels! >~< I'm totally emotionally attached so reactions are just *explosion sound* It'll be interesting though, Dermott will probably cool off eventually he'd not a scary creep all the time, hostile yes.. xD))

Seza mimicked his movements, laying back on her back and stared up at the sky. "It's not wasting time," she said softly, "everyone goes through many different things every day. Even if it seems the same there is always a slight different," she said, "life for us is forever changing..." she drifted off, giggling softly, "they might be testing us... or learning about us in a more personified way," she mused and glanced over at him. "We all do things to our enjoyment, some are just different than others.. does it make them all monsters?"

((Ik right!!! He kissed her! God I'm like ugh.. I cant even say it. But... Dermott is... Well still new to me... Mu see him like an ass.. So ya ^•^))

"No" he tells her. He could actually fall asleep with his eyes closed and his arms over them to keep the sun from hitting them. "But you see... To me the devils are trying to play games with us. Their trying to make us do what god doesn't want us to do and fuck are lives up, leading us to going to hell." He thought about. Remembering how he messed up in life and done many sins of his own "and then theirs the angles. I'm not sure if their really doing anything to be honest"

((lol course. Cause he's not afraid to show his true self to you! xD lol But yeah! I saw it and was like making weird dino noises and stupidly waving my hands around xD))

Seza nodded, listening closely. "I see," she said softly, looking up at the sky and smiling softly, "Haven't we all been tempted then..?" she whispered and looked at him, "well either way we have to live life to it's fullest," she stated with a firm nod. She giggled softly, smiling and looked up at the sky, only to see a guard standing over her, a different one than the one who'd told her to continue exercising. "Time to go to your cell," he growled at her, looking like he wanted to be anywhere else but doing this.
Seza pouted, "but.. I don't want to... I want to stay and play," she said.
The guard snorted, grabbed her arm in a tight grip and pulled her up hard causing her to cry out in pain.

He nodded in agreement. He was surly tempted in his life, and actually done things. But he actually regrets it now. At less she understood life and how cruel it could be sometimes. Maybe everyone understood it and he just didn't get to hear it from them. He turned his head to ask her something when all of a sudden the guard stood towering over them. "Hey! Be careful with you!" Noah said in a warning tone as he pushed himself off the grass. He didn't like to see this sweet girl in pain, it wasn't fair. "Get you hand off of her or else" he held his gaze.

((Yass!!! To both of the things))

((xD lol So i'm not the only one. It's all good now))

The guard snapped his gaze to Noah, glaring at him, "this isn't your business," he snapped, "better watch yourself, you're already on the watch list," he sneered.
During this, since the were bitching at each other, the guard for sure didn't notice the change in Seza. Similar to what happened before with the rope, her posture changed, straightened a bit but was coiled as well. The light in her eyes died out, switching to one filled with malice and cruelty, a look to be feared especially added with her different eye colours.
"You... hurt... Seza," she spoke, her voice low, seething and literally bone chilling. The next second, the girl known as 'Janus' tore her arm from the guard's grasp and lunged. Since this startled the man, he fell over and landed on his back hard and barely had time to catch her wrists before Janus was attempting to claw at his face. She screamed when he did this, kneeing him in the gut which loosened his grip and her nails came down on him. "YOU WILL NOT HURT HER!"

Now didn't care if he was on the list stupid list or not. He had no right to hold Seza like the way he was holding her. In his mind he was going over what to do to free her but it seemed like she had everything under control. Before she tackled the guard she caught a different look in her eyes. She must have changed into that he girl he saw before. She was different from the sweet Seza. He backed away, watching as she fought the guard. Quickly other guards started to acknowledge the fight and made their way to them. It took three guards to rip her off the first guard.

Janus was screaming insanely, savagely, acting like an animal as she fought the guards restraints. "HE HURT HER!!! HE MUST PAY!!" she roared, thrashing while glaring murderously at the guard and soon was attempting to attack the three guards holding her. She saw them all as threats, threats to be eliminated. She was like a rabid dog, mindlessly trying to kill everything in sight, bloodlust would be something someone would call it. The thing about Janus was, she wasn't mindless, easy to rile up sure, but she was smart and she was merciless. In her thrashes, she managed to get one of the guards' weapon and broke free, holding it at the ready. "Come on, I dare you," she purred, the dark glint evident in her eyes but it was obvious that she wasn't bluffing.

The first guard stayed ok the ground even after she was pulled off. He face scratched up from her nails. The others were able to hold her for a whole before she managed to escape they grip, and worst yet he had a weapon. They all kept the distance, looking at each other now knowing what to do. Noah looked at her in disbelief. Her gaze looked deadly and serious. "Seza... Stop this" he told her. He didn't know it was Janus. He didn't want this to get out of hand and have someone dead. "This isn't you" he held up his hands and stepped closer to her, showing he was no threat. "Just put the gun down" he tried to speak calmly.

Janus snapped her gaze to him, narrowing her eyes but the weapon stayed trained on the guards. He had not been a threat to Seza, he'd been actually kind to her, which made Janus tolerate him... for now. She began laughing, and not the innocent giggle she'd had before, it was a dark chuckle, sinister even. "I'm not Seza," she hissed, "I'm Janus, and I.. Noah... will do everything to protect her.. No one can stop me," she stated coldly. Janus' function was and always will be to keep Seza safe, well technically herself safe. It was why she killed their parents, why she hurt those bullies, why she was always there. She flicked her gaze back to the guards, watching as the one who'd first hurt Seza flinch at her gaze. "I won't do anything of the sort, not until you people get the fuck lost!" she shouted, flicking the safety off. Course when she said you people she did only mean the guards, not that she cared much about technicalities, but Seza seemed to like the Noah guy so Janus would have to tolerate his presence.

So he was right about her having two people. And the other was Janus, he most certainly liked Seza. "And I want to protect yo-her too" he assures her. It was a bit confusing how he had to say her when in realty he was supposed to say you. Damn this place, it really was fucked up. "They will leave" he tells her, but wasn't really sure. "Just make sure you put the weapon down. He glanced at the guards, giving them a look that told them get the hell out of here. Slowly they started to back up, taking the one guard that was on the floor with them.