A.U Highschool discussion

Fricking drew told me to make it

but have funn :>

i was busy i'm threating your boyfriend

o-o

If this is supposed to be mine- you have the wrong identity- The name for me- is caroline-

oh sowwy ;-;

It's fine lol

*changes into this: https://i.pinimg.com/564x/60/8b/2f/60...*

*grabs a knife and makes a small cut then a deeper one*

*goes to clean the knife off and put it away but accidentally stabs the palm of my right hand deeply* SHIT *cleans my palm and wraps it* Fucking bitch

*bleeds through the bandages extremely fast* SHIT- *runs to find people*

*tps in, grabs a knife and tosses it in the air and catches it repeatedly*

*watches and growls protectively*

*sings softly*
We need a conversation
I'm runnin' outta patience, patience, you see
You never make an effort
I'm sick of always telling you what I need
So tired of chasing you
It's everything I've gotta do
The city is a jungle
Killing all the nice and humble in me, oh yeah
I miss myself, the one I was before I found you
Who am I now? Who am I now when I'm without you?
I miss myself, the one I was before I found you
Who am I now? Who am I now when I'm without you?
When I'm without you
When I'm without you
When I'm without you
And if I'm being honest
How am I supposed to offer my devotion to you?
Don't mean that I don't want you
I mean I gotta find myself without you
Put my life on pause
To be all you want
The city is a jungle
Killing all the nice and humble in me, oh yeah
I miss myself, the one I was before I found you
Who am I now? Who am I now when I'm without you?
I miss myself, the one I was before I found you
Who am I now? Who am I now when I'm without you?
When I'm without you
When I'm without you
When I'm without you
They say two hearts make one heart when both are whole
But two hearts make no heart if one of 'em's broke
Put my life on pause
To be anything you want
The city is a jungle
Killing all the nice and humble in me, oh yeah
I miss myself, the one I was before I found you
Who am I now? Who am I now when I'm without you?
I miss myself, the one I was before I found you
Who am I now? Who am I now when I'm without you?
When I'm without you
When I'm without you
When I'm without you
When I'm without you

Nikki ~Tiny Dancer Kidnapping Sandy Claws~ wrote: "*watches and growls protectively*"

I haven't done anything stupid no matter how much I want to

Everly ~I'm a sucker for you~ wrote: "Nikki ~Tiny Dancer Kidnapping Sandy Claws~ wrote: "*watches and growls protectively*"

I haven't done anything stupid no matter how much I want to"

*hugs protectively*
mwine

*hugs back* Mhm

*nuzzles your cheek*
is chu okie??

...Help...mental breakdown....

Everly ~I'm a sucker for you~ wrote: "...Help...mental breakdown...."

uhhhhh
i would kiss you
but blank would kill me XD

*sings while crying*

Loving and fighting, accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
Long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Driving a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
They took you away on a table
I pace back and forth as you lay still
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying, "Baby, let's go home"
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you

...Pills seem fun rn lol and it's my medication time lol this'll be good

um-

*sings??*

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss no way it's all good
It didn't slow me down.

Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Less than perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect
To me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead

So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I'll see you do the same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Less than perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect
To me

Whole world scared so I swallowed the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice-cold beer
So cool in lying and we try, try, try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, 'cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that, why do I do that?
Yeah, oh
Oh pretty pretty please

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Less than perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You are perfect
To me

Everly ~I'm a sucker for you~ wrote: "...Pills seem fun rn lol and it's my medication time lol this'll be good"

*growls fiercely*
no

Why?-

Everly ~I'm a sucker for you~ wrote: "Why?-"

BISH DID YOU NOT READ MY SONG??!!

...

i love you
and you ain't leavin me here with these fuckers

Here's my response to your song...

*sings softly*

I know you've got the best intentions
Just trying to find the right words to say
I promise, I've already learned my lesson
But right now, I wanna be not okay
I'm so tired, sittin' here waitin'
If I hear one more "Just be patient"
It's always gonna stay the same
So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well, I don't wanna know
Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like
Can't stop these feet from sinking
And it's starting to show on me
You're staring while I'm blinking
But just don't tell me what you see
I'm so over all this bad luck
Hearing one more "keep your head up"
Is it ever gonna change?
So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well, I don't wanna know
Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright
You don't know what it's like
Yeah, you don't know what it's like (like, like, like)
Don't look at me like that
Just like you understand
Don't try to pull me back
Let me just give up
Let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well, I don't wanna know
Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like
You don't know, you don't know
You don't know
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like
You don't know, you don't know
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like

fine
if that's how you wanna play

I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you sound

Right now it's pretty crazy
And I don't know how to stop or slow it down

Hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now

Take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone
You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone
When you miss me close your eyes
I may be far but never gone

When you fall asleep tonight just remember that we lay under the same stars

And hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now

And take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone
You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone, you'll never be alone
You'll never be alone, you'll never be alone

And take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone
You'll never be alone

I'm NOT perfect once so ever. I'm not even good enough. Idk why you guys keep thinking so...I'm nothing more than a dumbass fuck up...And that's all I'll ever be...

*growls* SUCH A FUCK UP!!!!!! WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?! *curls up in a ball in the corner* ....

*bitch slaps you*
listen you little dumbass
i will not have you talkin about yourself like that
got it?!
i don't give a flying fuck what others say
to me
you are amazing just the way you are
i love you
for you
flaws and all
so get your ass together!!

...

*hugs and kisses your cheek*
you're not a fuck up
we all go thru rough patches in life
we all screw up

......

*grabs a knife and stabs my arm*

damn
you're gonna make me get all mussy
ughhhh


Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight

I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
Keep you safe and warm

This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart always

Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know (what do they know)?
We need each other
To have, to hold.
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong (you gotta be strong)
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Believe me, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say (I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart (I'll be there) always

Always
I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always.

...

Everly ~I'm a sucker for you~ wrote: "*grabs a knife and stabs my arm*"

*sighs and takes it*
i hate this
*licks your arm and heals it*
i hate daw for giving me that ability

...

*looks away and silently cries* ....

*hugs*

*hugs back* ....

Everly ~I'm a sucker for you~ wrote: "*hugs back* ...."

would you-
ugh fuck-
would you want to talk to him??

*nods* But...what could I possibly say?...Tell him that I fucked up when I left him and miss him like hell, want him back, but I'd have a hard time choosing bc I don't want a poly but love them both???

Everly ~I'm a sucker for you~ wrote: "*nods* But...what could I possibly say?...Tell him that I fucked up when I left him and miss him like hell, want him back, but I'd have a hard time choosing bc I don't want a poly but love them bot..."

welp
that's just gonna have to be your choice
hold up-
are we talkin bout the same person???? XD

If you mean Dawson then yes-

oh ok
we are!!
invite him to the group
i'll email him

Umm...you are forgetting that I JUST made this account on Friday- so I'd need to send him a fr and he'll need to accept it-