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"you might belong in gryffindor, where dwell the brave at heart, their daring, nerve and chivalry, set gryffindors appart"

kat made her way into the gryffindor common room where she sat on te old leather couch by the fireplace. she soflt placed marys luna scope onto the coffe table and then swung her legs up onto the other side of the couch , as she waited for mary.

Lee walked in running a hand through his hair, when he saw kat he knew she'd ask where he went. He quickly rushed up the stairs to the boys dormitory without a word,the last thing he wanted to do was talk. It had been a long day.

*I decide that I should get up as I feel do cold and awful,my whole body feels heavy from the mud.I get up,shivering and look up at the sky.The moon is almost full,illuminating the castle with its light.I wince at the sight of it and hug myself.As I enter the castle,everybody who is there looks at me like I am an alien.I don't care.Shivering wildly and sneezing occasionally,I climb up the stairs to the common room,pushing away from my face wet muddy hair.I murmur the password and enter.The light of the fire,casts my shadow in the wall.I look like a freaking monster right now...*

kat had fallen asleep waiting for mary, she was too exhasted to stay up much longer.

*I wince as I see her,sleeping.I sneeze again,sure that I've caught a cold.I quickly go to the dormitory,grab a pair of pajamas and wear it,not caring that everybody seems my scarred body,scars I made to myself in my other form,because I had nothing to rip apart.I sigh and go down again,barefoot.I curl up in a ball,next to Kat,without wanting to touch her 'cause I feel full of remorse and I fall asleep because tomorrow it's gonna be a really difficult day*

kat stirrs in her sleep, but doesnt wake up.

*I don't remember how many hours have passed but I wake up because of a nightmare.I feel sorry about doing so but I pat Kat's back,hoping that she will wake up.It may be 3 am but I don't care*

kat feels a slight tapping on her back, she shifts on he couch to see who was doing so and sees mary, she sits up rubbing her eyes

H-hi *I say,breathing deeply and preparing myself for what she will take.My hair is messy from sleeping and I realize that I was so tired that I slept with my steel-rimmed glasses on.I sigh*

" why didnt you tell me" kat asks, "i wouldnt have treated you any diffrent, i know what it feels like to be keeping such a secret" she sais, her voice a wisper so she dint wake up the other students

What to tell you?That I turn into a vicious monster once a month?That I am not just a werewolf but also a cannibal one due to my real father who happens to be Fenrir Greyback?That I was doing lessons in order to learn how to control myself? *I say* Sorry but I couldn't risk it.I couldn't risk losing the friend I just made *I say again,leaning back to the sofa and feeling terriblly*

" i dont care what you are or who your parents are" she said flatly " you're are who you are and that girl is a great friend" she said with a smile.

*My eyes widen again with surprise.Why do I act so strangely in simple things like 'a smile'?Oh yeah because I didn't expect somebody to smile at me the way she did.And I lean forward and hug her tightly* And I didn't lose the friend I just made *I murmur* And I wished that I could protect her and be her friend forever...

kat hugs her back. " so do i" she whispers, biting her lip, kat knows forever was impossible for her, but she decided to ignore her thoughts for once and just go with it.

*I smile* So...Wanna sleep again? *I say*

kat laughs. "yeah sure" she says, settling back down, but not before taking a a quick glance towards the clock which read 4am, kat sat up. "i just gotta go do... something" she says, walking to the girls common room to take the morte cura.

*I nod* Okay *I say* I have to do something too

kat walks back into the common room smiling and jumps onto the couch. streatching out like an old cat she lies down.

*I come back after a while too* Maybe we should go to the dormitory

'Okay" kat says picking up her d\stuff from the night before

*I take your hand and I run to the dormitory* I have to tell u something*

(Let's go to the dormitory)

((okaiii)))

Lee groaned as he plonked himself down on the lounge. His glasses felt odd on his face, when was the last time he had warn them? Ages. He'd always warn his contacts. He sighed pulling out his book ignoring his small friend nibbling at his robes on his shoulder. Just because he didn't go to class didn't mean he didn't want good grades. He just didn't want to endanger anyone.

kat made her way down into the common room, fumbling with the morte cura in her pocket. she spotted lee on the lound and walked over,she hadnt seen him in what seemed like forever, she missed him, he was wearing glasses... where did he get them from, since when did he need them. she stoof in front of him. "hey" she said, smiling.

Liam jumped at the sound of her voice. Cr@p. No. Don't go wanting to stay. He had to go. Get out before he couldn't leave. Before he couldn't force himself to look away from her... Wait was that..."are you okay? He asked looking down at the pills in her hand

she looked down to the pills in her hand, "oh yeah, i just had to take one thats all" she lied, she didnt want him worrying about her. "what are you up to?" she asked

He sighed taking pipper into his hands avoiding her gaze. His knuckling were still ripped to shreds. Like he had been hitting a brick wall. Well technically Edmunds thick head could be compared to one. He pushed his glasses up ignoring the pain he still had from the bruises he had. "Not much" he answered simply

she looked at his knuckles and his black eye. "no, seriously liam what have you been up to?" she asked, "and since when have you needed glasses?" she sat on the couch next to him.

"Since always" he said flatly trying to find an excuse to leave. Edmund was right. He was right. That stupid bloody... "I normally wear contacts"

she raised her eyebrows. "that i did not know. why havent you worn your glasses before?" kat asked. "they look good" she frowned at him. "and whats with the bruises? "

"I don't like them." He said not taking his eyes off piper. If he looked at Katrina he knew he wouldn't be able to keep treating her like this. Being so distant was physically hurting him "and I don't need you to worry about my injuries. I'll be fine" he swallows hard running his fingers along pipers fur

"liam look at me" she frowned at im. "what up with you? we havent talked in weeks and now you're so quiet? whats happened?" she asked him.

"I'm fine nothing's wrong" lee said not moving his eyes from his hands. Piper ran up his arm to his shoulder again but he took no notice as he stared down at his shaking hands. No, he had to go, leave her be. She was better off without the constant worry of him. No. If he looked at her he knew he'd see worry, as well as the beautiful joyful eyes he'd grown accustomed to. Then he would break and try and make her happy. She'd be happier in the long run.

((I literally passed out as soon as I got home. Only just woke up))

(( well good morning then xD))

"you're lying" she looked at his suspiciously. she sighed and leaned back onto the couch cushions. " please just tell me whats up, is it the grims? Bradley?" she asked him.

((There is no such thing as a "good" morning XD ))

"I'm fine Katrina" lee lied, he almost winced at how cold it sounded. He really didn't want to hurt her. God no he didn't. She was his kit kat. He never wanted her hurt.

(( you're right, but that just because there is no morning for u, you never sleep?"

she frowned at him her mouth parted slightly. " im just trying to help you"


((i just had the chocolate kitkat xD lol ))

((Nummy :3. And no I don't SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK))
Lee sighed placing his glasses on top of his head so he could run a hand over his very bruised face.
"Yah I know" ' stop. Let her hate you' his brain seemed to shout but the idea of making her hate him make him want to be sick. God he didn't want to hurt her. 'Dont look at her, it will make it harder' "you don't need to worry a out me"

(( lol xD)

she shook her head. "when you're acting like this i have no choice but to liam" she sighed. and looked over to him, and the little mouse sitting on his shoulder, she didnt know he had a pet.

"I'm not acting like anything" he sighed putting his glasses back on and opening his transfiguration book pretending to read. Since when did he have to act like anything but himself around her? He just wanted to lay back on her lap and let her run her hands through his hair like she had done when he was in the infirmary a while back. That would be a dream come true. But he knew it was stupid to think such thoughts

she leaned over and took the book from his hands, "liam" she said, placing the book on the coffee table. "please" she whispered.

Liam groaned running a hand through his mop of black hair. Why did she have to make it so hard for him? He felt piper run off his shoulder towards kat but ignored her, she'd be fine. "Look I just don't want to-" he froze when he looked at kat. Damn her. Honestly the look on her face made him want to make everything okay again and to make her smile "I... I don't want to talk about it okay? It's just a few bruises I'll be fine"

kat looked at the small mouse as it ran towards her, she picked it up in one hand and looked at it before looking back to liam, " its not just the bruises liam"

"Oh of course not, they aren't even bruises I just put my make up on wrong today" he said his sarcastic wall coming up

she looked at the mouse as she scuttled around in her hand and sighed a sigh of exaperation. " you're not the same liam"

Lee rolled his eyes but he could feel his heart pounding in his chest. He hated doing this. Hated it so so much but what else could he do? She'd get hurt if he stayed. The memory's of how they use to talk about their future seemed like a cruel joke now "I honestly have no idea what your talking about"

she combed a hand through her hair. " liam just stop" she looked at him. " you know what im talking about"

"No really" he smirked and leaned back folding his arms behind his head trying to look like the look on her face wasn't tearing him to pieces inside "I have no idea"

she could feel anger boiling up inside her, he was smirking, she just wanted to know what was going on, and now he was acting like an ass. "liam" she said, trying to hide her anger.

"Katrina" he replied looking up at the common room roof. Hopefully she would just get pissed off and leave. It would end better for her that way. No matter how much he wanted Edmund to be wrong he knew the thick headed idiot was right