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Carlous' Dorm
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⋆⭑★ Kipp ★⭑⋆
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Jun 28, 2024 03:19PM
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CArlous entered the room, holding the door open behind him
"yeah, ive got a thing for plants-"
He sat down next to him, pulling a couple blankets with him
He wrapps them both in a blanket, putting his arm around sam, and leaning back
Carolus laid down with sam, and closed his eyes
(sorry i couldnt take the drama. i feel terrible abt it all shit-)carlous slept still
(like- damn they were dramatic abt it)Carlous looked up groggily "...you ok?"
"oh..." he sat up, and put an arm around him "whats he doing?"
"its not your fault sam-" he paused "hes trying to get into your head... more into it anyway. he makes you do things without realizing. its ok-"
He yawned "Well then" he stretched "you still tired?"
"Then I'll go get some coffee on" he stood up "...you like coffee?"
He smiled "well today is your lucky day" he walked over to the small kitchen area and started making coffee
he walked over with a mug in his hand "its a frap"
he handed it over "lmk what you think"
he reached down and wiped the coffee off with his thumb
He sat down with his own mug, sipping blissfully
He looked at him "fucked what up?"
"...you're talking about Ada, aren't you-" he looked down into his mug "I- Its not your fault she got hurt, Sam"
He paused, then spoke quietly "...how do you know that wasn't alexander yelling at her. how do you know... any of that wasnt him-"
"alright..." he looked at him "You arent that kind of person though. youve been driven to the edge of insanity and back again. You cant blame yourself for being overwhelmed"
"Look at me" he moved to sit in front of him "I know I've only known you for a few days, but I already care about you a great deal. You've been through so much, so cut yourself some slack"
"...you really do beleive youre a bad person, dont you-" he said solemley
"Well IM not people then, and you shouldnt be either. Just because someone says something, doesnt mean its true-"
"dont listen to what he says" he cups sams cheek in his hand "he may be a part of your head now, but he isnt you"
He gently rubs his cheek with his thumb
"I know..." he looked down, before pulling him into a loose hug
"I know buddy, I know" he stroked his head gently
He pulled away "its not your fault." he looked into sams eyes "its not your fault alexander possessed you, so you cant blame yourself for anything after that. please..."
"you didn't try to, you didnt know-"
"You don't have to listen... the hope that someone cares enough to try... it can do a lot"
He stood up "i'm going to grab something rq, ok?" he smiled
Carlous walked over to a bookshelf on the other end of the room, and scanned it, before plucking out a photo album, and walking back over to the bed.
He sat, and set it down, flicking through the pages "...one of my memory books. I have a lot" he chuckled "being around for 400+ years, you want to remember some things"
He chuckled "here it is" he turned the book towards sam, showing a picture with 4 people, one of which being carlous.
(CARLOUS HAS LORE)"this" he pointed at the person on the far right, who had peach hair, and a purple tank top "...is why I understand... why i care so much." he paused "I guess him too-" and pointed at the person next to the first, who had black hair, and a heavilly scarred face
(>:] )"so" he clasped his hands together "this guy, the purple one, his name is Danny. He was in love with the other guy, Neo, but it was one sided, so he killed himself."
"After he died... he decided he wanted to have one last go with Neo" he shut his eyes "...and he used me-"
He hunched over a little bit "... you know..." he sighed " he took me over, and tried to get Neo to fall in love with me" he shrugged "it didnt work, so he stopped" he looked away "he was my best friend, Danny"
"yes... and no" he looked down "i havent seen him in a little bit" he laughed "he ended up bribing his way into getting his own body-" he closed the book "look, i tell you this so you know what i say isnt just empty words- i do care, and i will help as much as i can"
He cupped his face in his hands "If he does end up hurting me, I know it's not you. Besides, I've seen and felt more than the average person. I doubt he could really hurt me bad" he smiled comfortingly "whatever he does, it wont change how i feel about you"
"I know... It hurts when people get hurt, but you have to remember its not you" he leaned his head into sams shoulder "you have to remember that youre not in control"
He sat up a bit, still holding sam "Whether you're in control or not, you are you, and Alexander is Alexander. He isn't you, and you aren't him. What he does is his fault, not yours"
"Of course it does, darling, but if the fear gets the better of you it will only be easier for him to gain more control. I need you to be brave, if not for you, than for me-" his face flushed a bit
He stoked his cheek "you don't have to know everything. just live in the now. We'll get there when we get there, and we'll find a way to help you. i promise"
