Simpers of the World discussion

my sister cannot fucking close botte caps (shampoo, conditoner, toothpaste) Itsooo anooying. also she cant keep er mouth shut. she constatly stirs the pot. ndy likes it. she insults me and my siblings all the time ___ doesnt wear deoderant remmber? its ___ cologne. ellie disrespects grandma? ellie called you sexist grandma. (which is a whole ordeal)

im just s ducking done with it

Bunny - [forever young] wrote: "ellie wrote: "my sister cannot fucking close botte caps (shampoo, conditoner, toothpaste) Itsooo anooying. also she cant keep er mouth shut. she constatly stirs the pot. ndy likes it. she insults m..."

its just annoying.

the worst thing is telling my grandma i called her sexcist (my mom agrees and was planning to talk to them) and i locked myself in the bathroom and texted my mom. who got annoyed at my sister.

Bunny - [forever young] wrote: "ellie wrote: "Bunny - [forever young] wrote: "ellie wrote: "my sister cannot fucking close botte caps (shampoo, conditoner, toothpaste) Itsooo anooying. also she cant keep er mouth shut. she consta..."

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I'm deleting one f these.
ranting and venting can be on the same topic

ranaating and venting are diffrent. they should havediff topics

I dont agree. It makes the group hectic and cluttered. Trust me, went through it with my own group.

Venting is ranting.


Vents: In spoilers.

Rants: Knock yourself out.

okay was just stating my opinion :)

why do i want to fucking cry rn. i feel like a fucking asshole. my sisters are crying bc my mom is being angry at ME for being an asshole. my youger sister started saying she hated her first day of school bc “she didnt fit in” i feel like it was for attention.

anyway i feel like an asshole rn and idk what to do

deap shit

I want to know if any one would save me like why do I hate myself why do I live with hating every thing I did fuck I almost killed myself but you know what I don't know anymore I can't do this I thought going to the mental hospital was enough but it wasn't I hate everything I do and say

TW: (view spoiler)[suicial thoughts (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[Honestly, if i could take away a year from my life everytime i wanted to kill myself, or even just say it, i would have been dead by now, i would have no years left.... (hide spoiler)]

yeah

TW: (view spoiler)[mention of suicide & self blaming (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[If anything, I blame myself for so many of my family's deaths....especially when my biological mother khs, i felt like it was my fault, and I could just stop it from happening..... (hide spoiler)]

im shutting the notifs off to this topic cuz its tiggering and i dont wanna backslide, so peace out hope you all find your peace

Yes, vents in spoilers, and put a separate spoiler at the top with possible trigger warnings!

Ex- (there's nothing in the spoilers that would be triggering unless you really hate words XD)

TW-
(view spoiler)[ insert tw here (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[ insert vent here

ALSO!!
Don't interrupt vents with you're own unless its going to be h e l p f u l. there's a million other vent chats you can use if you really need it <333 (hide spoiler)]

NP!
(i used to have a BIG problem with this, so I try to be as helpful as possible <33 )

TW: (view spoiler)[weight, possible ED (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[I feel fat still....even if I'm 24.4 pounds (i checked earlier) and ik its unhealthy but i just hate the way my body looks....its impossible to make me feel better, and i watch what i eat, or how much of something i eat.....and it just feels like i have an ED...or am developing one, and I'm scared (hide spoiler)]

24.4?!?!?? !

ellie wrote: "24.4?!?!?? !"

Thats what the scale said- idk anymore

punds or kilograms

bc if thats pounds somethings wrong

not sure- idk what it weighs in exactly- it may be kilograms

alright- I looked up what bathroom scales weigh in- and its grams and kilograms

Theres really nothing triggering in here, but I'll put it in spoilers because who knows.

P.S. This is a rant, not a vent, I'm just on a high right now.

(view spoiler)[ so after lunch today, I walked my best friend to his class, as always. Thi dude has had me on a loop for awhile bc I couldn't fucking tell if my feelings for him were romantic or the result of attachment issues. BUT HE FUCKING TIPPED THE SCALES. I really hate my 3rd period class, and I was scared to go, and this was our interaction.
(view spoiler)[ Me- I don't want to go to chemistry.
Him- *does that thing where they put their hands on your shoulders, work them down your arms and hold your hands* You got this dude. I believe in you. (hide spoiler)]
LIKE TF DUDE STOP BEING FABUOUS. I told him I thought I might be aro during lunch and HE PULLS THAT MOVE GOODLORD- (hide spoiler)]

The Future

What do I see for my future? To be so honest, I don't know. I know that I will be older and I will be wiser. But what I don't is what I would like to see and do and experience. There are so many things on this earth that I haven't seen and I would love to explore and see them for myself. The world is always changing and so are we, but what we do in this world changes how nature works and thrives. Because the world can survive without us but we can't survive without the earth. When the earth and nature thrive we thrive, but when nature falters we falter or worse. We have changed this earth so much over the centuries that we've been here over our evolution. But the world has been around so much longer. Yet as such tiny humans, we change the world so much. It’s hard for me to see what I would think the future would be like for me when I don't know what our world is going to be like in the future. Will we be in a future where everything is hyper-technological? Or will we be in a future where humankind has been wiped out and the world heals at a far faster pace than it has been with us interfering with us getting in the way at times? I don't know, but I want to. It would be such an amazing thing to see 50, 100, 500! Years into the future. This world is such an interesting, unique, and spectacular thing. We are in just the right position where we won't be overheated or just a big ball of gas.

oh hi guys