⋆˚｡𖦹 The Absurd Arcade ⋆｡°✩ discussion

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Can I just vent for a second about how much I wish I could give people different parents or just fix there parents? Because there is just one person's dad that is a bit of a challenge, I really want him to like me but I can't ever meet him bevause something always comes up but he also weather is on purpose or not has some reason his son can't come hangout with me after saying he can if he does one thing, yea ik he's sick and I stuff but I just really wish him being sick didn't have to affect the life of his son and I want to meet his dad and I don't want his dad to be in pain anymore and if eel so selfish because I just wanted to hangout for a few hours and I can't even have that, so I'm balling my eyes out trying to pretend I'm okay because I made plans thinking that they were finally gonna happen and I was depressed this morning and looking forward to this hangout all morning and then it gets canceled and I feel like a jerk for being upset about it but it happens all the damn time

Why is it that everytime im actually happy, someone ruins it? I was actually happy with my sexuality...but then I was told it was fake and made up by delusional people....hah

its not fake thoo! If u know who you are, then thats who u are and no one can tell you otherwise <3 /p

Honestly it was someone i was friends with...hah

then they aren't a good friend

yeah...im prob gonna unfriend them

good :]

they dont deserve u <3 /p

Kaboom bois, more of a rant than a vent, but mild trigger warning Periods, Anxiety, mention of SH, and mental health

(view spoiler)[ So like, my body is funny. It likes to trick myself into thinking I'm on my period when I'm really not, and it can get really annoying at times. Like, I'll be using supplies for like a week because "It'll start any moment now, I can feel it" but then it never comes. Until after I stop using the supplies as a crutch chat is. And this leads me to my problem. I can't stand the sight or feeling of my own blood. I can do fine with horror and gore, but the second it's mine, I break down and have a panic attack. Thats a big reason I used to chronically SH (relied on it everyday) was because I needed to make myself so uncomfortable with myself, because I thought I deserved to suffer. Now, it's that time of month again, and life irl has gone to shit. My brain is broken, and it keeps going back to this one person who emotionally manipulated me, took emotional advantage of me, and left after I called them out. Like, they were the only thing I focused on, so now that they're gone, I have nothing else to do. Idk y'all, I'm done with being alive and life and people and everything is just so fucking stupid (hide spoiler)]

Hehe, bug

Thank you, but im not totally in the mood to talk.

Same