Journaling discussion

~Mila~ wrote: "I can't think, he just hit me god help"

who

Treyviathan - wrote: "~Mila~ wrote: "I can't think, he just hit me god help"

who"

i think it ws her dad.

Mila i pmed u a mssge btw

its so sad to see this happen to u <3

oh my bad sorry

~Mila~ wrote: "My shoulder and leg hurt like hell I'm just hoping it's not what I think it is cuz it's been hurting 4 days but I refuse to take any opioids my head is spiraling"

Mila… oh my god!! r u ok? I don’t even know what to say, this IS NOT OKAY!!!!! No one should ever hurt u. Like, ever. u don’t hv to tell me anything if it’s too much, but I’m rlly scared for u rn. u don’t deserve this. idc who it was bc if someone hurt u, they DO NOTt get to get away with it. i think u should tell som1 bc You matter. Just... plss don’t go through this alone.

~Mila~ wrote: "Sumayyah wrote: "Treyviathan - wrote: "~Mila~ wrote: "I can't think, he just hit me god help"

who"

i think it ws her dad."

Nah not my dad someone else"
Mila if you can you need to get away from him he is not good for you they won't stop I'm speaking from experience he's just doing it to gain pleasure

I hate men who think they own women

I hate men who think women are objects to be tampered with

guys like that, they embarrass me because I'mma be a man soon

~Mila~ wrote: "Treyviathan - wrote: "I hate men who think they own women"

He doesn't think he owns me, opposite actually it's complicated"

it doesn't matter, you need to get away from him or at least defend yourself

~Mila~ wrote: "I know what he just sent me but I really don't want to read it. If he would be honest with his feelings maybe I could like him back but he won't be and now I'm developing feelings for someone else...."

if he likes ya, then he has to prove it :^ his fault, not yours

I’m sorry for writing in here but why is that the exact same situation I’m in 😭 except the shoulder pain it’s ankle pain for me lol but anyways I’m sorry your going through that too

Literally same 😭😭😭

bro this whole convo is acc quite sad. like we’re all dealing w pain & starving & pushing ourselves & somehow that became normal?? it’s not meant to be like this.
yall rnt broken or anythiun. u’re jus reacting to a world that made this feel like the only option.

and don't belive it's sum kinda personal failure, it’s what the world MADE us believe which is rlly sad

but guys… this is destroying u. fr. ur body’s not the enemy it’s tryna keep u alive. u need food. not guilt. not punishment.
u don’t have to force recovery or pretend everything’s like ok, but pls don’t keep starving urself, u'd feel better

Mila, no. You can't think like that. You were born for a reason, so you'll live for a reason, too.
Life feels pretty hopeless sometimes, and you feel like nothing would change/nobody would notice if you were just gone - but that's the furthest thing from the truth!! There are people in the world who love you and care about you... people irl, and people on the internet, too! Me included! I think you seem like a wonderful person, you are just hurting.
Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about, you know? I don't really know you, but I DO know that nobody deserves to have that mindset and think of themselves that way. I know because I was there too, multiple times.
Stay strong, my friend <333 there's a big world out there, and its a much better place with you in it

Yesssss charisss, couldn't agree more!!! <33

And Mila u bein here? Tht means something. the fact u even typed those words out that’s NOT weakness. Tht’s braver. U were never meant to be perfect, u were meant to be real. U’re meant to STAY.
u think u ruin everything? No. U light things up without even noticing. U hv no idea how many people r so damn glad u exist. I am. And I’m not saying tht to make u feel better, I’m saying tht bc it’s TRUE.
yk i get the feeling of when u wnna scream but there’s no sound, wanna cry but the tears don’t come out, just this awful numb sadness mixed with anger at urself for feeling so broken all the time. It’s exhausting and it feels like u’re drowning in ur own head and nobody even knows.
But u cant give up. not yet. do not give in. Just keep going. u cn do it.
So plss, even if it feels impossible, just hold on. Stay with us! Cry, scream, rest, do whtever u need to do, but do NOT disappear. The world’s not done with u yet. Youre not done yet.

awh ur welcome <3

<333

✧ Mila ☽ Milo ✧ wrote: "Charis wrote: "

UniNico ahhhhh I AM IN LoVe"

YESSS

Oh no what do you think you have if you don’t mind me asking?

Oh my god I really hope you’re ok I’m so sorry 💔 if you ever need to talk I’m always here <333

~Mila~ wrote: "Ava ౨ৎ wrote: "Oh no what do you think you have if you don’t mind me asking?"

Cancer"

omygosh mila!!!!!!!! i rllly rlly rlly hope ur okay, and everything gets better 4 u and im so srry <3333

Mila I will pray for your health! Also I am so sorry for loosing your instruments. Maybe you can try to get them back.
Stay safe! ❤

boys are stupid.

yeah (I say this even tho I'm a boy, lol-)

Then that means ur one of the good ones

i guess

I’m NOT being idiotic or so I say I don’t fucking know I’m just like conflicted I can’t fucking speak without crying I want to like just ignore the world but I keep breaking down and I can’t not I just keep crying

life is a colourful hell sometimes, you just got find a way to turn it into your own personal heaven. don't let issues burn you alive

That’s deep. Really deep.

yeah, I know- my brain is usually just random funny stuff. once in awhile, it comes up with smth like this

Thanks tho I really appreciate it

anytime mate

I keep getting death threats and people telling me to kms 😮‍💨

Oh no are you okay

Yeah, I’m used to it

Mila pls pm me asap!

Ok I was just making sure

~Mila~ wrote: "I keep getting death threats and people telling me to kms 😮‍💨"

Oh no I’m sorry <3 is it someone on gr?

Ava ౨ৎ wrote: "~Mila~ wrote: "I keep getting death threats and people telling me to kms 😮‍💨"

Oh no I’m sorry <3 is it someone on gr?"

Gr, Instagram, TikTok, even discord everywhere

Oh wow… who was it on gr? I wanna report them…

Ava ౨ৎ wrote: "Oh wow… who was it on gr? I wanna report them…"

ILL REPORT TheM

Ava ౨ৎ wrote: "Oh wow… who was it on gr? I wanna report them…"

I already did and they got banned

Oh ok that’s good

Ig

Honest I don’t know what I’m gonna do like I get that I’m not a good person like I get that and I get that I’m really mean and cold but I can’t control that, and I hate when people think I can because it just makes everything so much harder.

People just don’t understand I don’t wanna be close to anyone, everyone close to me will just get hurt. I fight people to push them away and when that doesn’t work I’ll just scream till they leave me alone everyone keeps getting hurt when they’re around me. I can’t help any of it.