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08:15 am . Sunday . 13 July 2025I woke up late today even though my alarm buzzed at 6:00 am. I'm pretty upset but now I'm at my table with my notebooks and laptop switched on. I must complete my backlog, anyhow.
08:20 am . Sunday . 13 July 2025I have more than 20 lectures in maths to complete, 13 lectures in physics and 1 lecture in chemistry.
08:24 amI'll put up a timer of 4hrs. Let's try to focus for 4hrs today so I can feel satisfied until noon.
08:30 amI'm going to do 5 lectures of physics rn.
10:40 amI completed two lectures and I just started the third one..
I'm thinking of eating something, then sitting again.
10:42 am1 hr 53 min is left.
umm...let's complete this lecture first then I'll eat something.
11:33 amI completed the 3rd lec. Now I'm going to eat something.
2 more lectures to go. I still have 1 hr 5 min left. I'll continue after a break.
07:10 pmDude, that was a long break. Huh.
I ate something, I watched TV, I slept, and now here we are. I again woke up late!!!!! AGHHHH.
I was supposed to wake up at 5, but I woke up at 6:30. I want to break something! AGHH.
Anyway, let's start again. I'm at a video conference with my best friend. She's also studying. Let's go, baby! Let's give it our all!! JEE!!!
07:18 pmShe left the meeting cause some guests came to her house. Now, I'll have to focus alone.
I think I can complete 5 lectures by 12. Let's see. I have school tmrw too..*sigh*
09:30 pmI completed 2 lectures. I'm tired of wearing headphones, screen protection glasses and looking at my laptop. I must complete my backlog, but-
I think I'll do some trigonometry practice instead, or maybe do my school hw.
2.5 hrs is left, then I'll have to sleep. I really want to read a book rn but I can't. I still have to eat dinner. *sigh*
09:34 pmI'll ask Pakhi if she will study after 10 or something. I don't want to go to school tmrw, but I'll have to. I'll take a leave after Tuesday. I think I focus better when my parents are at home. From wednesday Maa is taking leave from her school, so she'll be at home. That's why I'll take leave on Wednesday or maybe after that. I focus better in the morning. Anyway, let's continue.
11:25 pm*sigh* I'll sleep after 12.
It is raining here a lot. I love this weather. I wish it doesn't stop until morning so I don't have to go to school. I'm listening to a horror story right now. It's so good!
05:03 pm . Monday . 14 July 2025I'm really upset, I think I'm losing my motivation. I've so much backlog, I have a test on this sunday, my school exams are starting from 25th of july. I have a lot of pending work from school. I think, I'm starting to have negative thoughts. Will I be able to crack JEE? Will I be able to go to IISc? Am I behind everyone? *sigh*
I didn't even tell my mother that I have this much backlog. She will scold me so much. AGHHHH.
05:10 pmI can do it!! I will do it!! I know I can!! Deep down I know that I can !
I was the second topper in my school last year!! Ananya Mishra you are a topper!! You can do it!! You will do it!!
I got 96.4% in boards of class 10th!! You can Ananya you can!!!
*ROAR*
You know right why we are doing this? If you give up now, everything will be lost! You just need to stick to the end..that's all.
I know JEE is difficult, very difficult...but when you chose this path you knew that it will be difficult right? So, just keep moving forward, I believe in you, you believe yourself.
DON'T. RUIN. YOUR. FUTURE. LIFE. !!!!
05:55 pmI'll put up a timer of 3hrs first.
Time: 3hrs
Target: 2.5 lectures
07:58 pmAlmost 2 lectures complete. 1hr 14 min left.
09:16 pmYAYYY!! TARGET COMPLETED!!!
I'm satisfied today, but I'll study more after eating something.
I'm starving.
05:34 pm. Tuesday. 15 July 2025I woke up at 5 today. Today at school was not good. First in physics period, sir gave us a reality check of JEE, and I was again lost in demotivation. He already teaches badly, and today he told us that in class 12th, the physics paper has been coming tough for 3 yrs, so we should be prepared for the next year. Yesterday, only the seniors were crying because their physics paper didn't go well, and it was tough. I'm scared. On top of this, in the computer science period, two new students did the coding before me, and it was frustrating. Till class 10th, I was the one who completed my practical first...at least, there I was good, and they stole that too.
05:40 pmI must complete my backlog. I have a test on the 20th, for which I have not prepared. 😩
(I want to run somewhere, away from all this. Far away.)
Anyway,
Time: 3hr
Target: 3 lectures
05:42 pmToday's to-do list:
# 3 phys lec
# revision of Ch.Structure of Atom
# maths trigonometric functions start from the book.
LET'S GOOOO!!! YOU CAN DO IT!
07:33 pm1 hr 48 min left. 2 lectures more to go.
11:32 pmI'm going to read a book, then I'll sleep at 12.
07:55 am. Wednesday. 16 July 2025I woke up at 6:30 today. Gonna use Pomodoro today.
Current target: doing trigonometry questions.
11:33 am It's raining here, heavily.
And me and my friends have plans of going out in the afternoon..pretty excited for that.
06:36 pmWe ate waffles. I ate the blueberry cheesecake one. It was TASTY.
Anyway, I'm going to complete some lectures now. I didn't go to school today, so I'll have to ask someone what happened today.
Let's go and study. If I study well enough till night, then my reward will be reading a book.
11:05 pmI think I'll read book after sometime. First I'll complete this math exercise. Aaaghh I have school tmrw. 😩
✧ Mila ☽ Milo ✧ wrote: "(Sorry to interrupt u, it’s 11:05pm?)"No girl, it's totally fine! And yes, it is. And now it's 11:13 pm. 😂
Oh dear, that is a big time difference.
08:00 am. Thursday. 17 July 2025I'm going to complete my physics backlog today. No matter what! I didn't go to school today, it was raining.
05:46 pmMy friends and I went out today, as well. It was drizzling in the afternoon, so we decided to go out for fun. I was with Pakhi on a scooty, and AK, Mehrotra, and Vani were tripling on another. It was fun. We were driving, singing, and we also ate momo and spring rolls in a shop that is outside our school. They also drank bunta, which I don't like. So only four of them drank that. Maa was pretty upset when I got back home because I was a little late, but maybe I handled that. (Maybe)
We are a group of 8, but 3 were not able to come. It is still drizzling, I think.
05:55 pmI am going to do some lectures now. I took coffee and now I'm refreshed. Lessss gooooo.
I am craving some ramyeon, but yesterday only, I ate Maggi noodles, so I'll not be allowed to eat more junk today.
Anywayyyy, let's study. It is already late. Again, my reward will be reading the book.
10:00 pm. Friday. 18 July 2025Our class teacher scolded us again for being absent. But who cares! XD
JEE is hard, man! We gotta take leave. She was not a science student, which is why she doesn't understand. I'm not going tmrw too! Even though she scolded me today! XXXD
My best friend worries too much, she is going tmrw. I told her that we should not care about attendance, but she doesn't budge. But my other best friend is just the opposite; he takes leave many times. He is not going tmrw either. He is preparing for NEET. Let's see who will shine in the future. ChatGPT just hyped me up for studying, and it is good!
10:05 pmLet's study today with full energy! YEAHHHHHH!! 🔥🔥🔥
After 4-5 mins the clock will smile! XD
Anyway,
LESSSSSSSSSSS GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥😤😤😤💥⚔️
10:10 pmOh yes, to do list!
1) Maths lec complete.
2) Trig exercise complete.
3) Physics lec complete.
4) Chemistry chapter reading.
The clock is now smiling! XD
LESSS GOOO!
12:15 am. Saturday. 19 July 2025Oh God, I have a test tomorrow of 3 hours. I'm going to bed even though I'm not going to school tmrw. I'll wake up and study in the morning. I feel fresher in the morning. I'll continue to do this list after waking up. Didn't get the reward as I didn't complete everything. Again, a disappointing night. Anyways, gonna sleep now.
Good night Ananya <3 See ya in the morning!
u got this!!!!goodnightt anaya! <3333333
Thank you Sumayyah! 💖💖💖
07:54 am. Saturday. 19 July 2025I wrote the day and date again, so that I can feel it is the start of the day. Ok so..I woke up at 6:30, took my shower, and ate something and now I'm at my table ready to go.
I'm just thinking my class teacher would be mad right now as she scolded me yesterday for being absent and I didn't go today XXD.
I will complete the 4th task first as I don't want to look at my lapie's screen in the morning. Let's start with books and notebooks first.
Maa ordered a study lamp for me and it's getting delievered today!!
Anyway,
READY STEADY.....GOOOOOOOOOO! 🔥
Target: Complete the list then move on to other tasks.
08:47 amI'm doing Inorganic chemistry lectures. Because the chapter Chemical Bonding is coming in the test tmrw so gotta do that first.
05:45 pmAhh...I'm gonna take coffee. I think I'll read the physics chapter after it. Reading is necessary. The lamp that Maa ordered was delivered in the morning. It is good!
6:00 pmI'm reading a book and drinking coffee rn. After drinking I'll start!!
09:33 pmI'm reading the laws of motion chapter of physics. Idk why I'm unable to focus!!! Get a grip of yourself, Ananya! FOCUS.
11:19 pmI'm listening to Evangeline by Stephen Sanchez. AND I made cold coffee..IT TASTES SO GOOD!!!
Ahaa, what a night! I've turned off all the lights in my room, and only my study lamp is on. I'm getting vibes for studying all night, but I'll not. It feels so good right now!! Yeah baby!
XXXD
