Depression.. discussion

My parents always blame me for crap I never did I want help i've been having these thoughts and they wont go away I need help someone help me...I'm done i've been trying ik I'm venting but I want help please...no one understand my parents think I'm just doing it but I'm not..I want someone to understand me..but NO no one does but please...believe me..I want help from my family the one that actually makes me feel loved but even then people fight...EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY there's drama I'm shaking it's hard to breathe, I cry till I can't no more...I want it all to end now...

if your damn feelings get hurt well fuck u idc
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Papà...Sometimes it hurts knowing I could barely see you
Mami..why fight mom..idk what's going on I want it to end...why does everyone fight...WHY
Ryan/Raven...Ik you hate my friends but please don't fight anymore I'm sick I just want a family that doesn't fight
Deb..mom why fight...just don't..please...
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WE all have our own family trouble why not let this website be our free place..LET IT please I'm begging you all...you guys...let this be your free sanctuary no one can judge you or anything just understand...you NEED to not fight or..people might..you know what ppl wounldt care Abt what I say next. but please...just be nice.. I'm done with fighting

Im really Abt to delete my account...at this point.....

I know how you feel, I talked about how my mom was threatening o send me away and she ended up sending me to a mental hospital. I can’t promise you when or how it will get better, but I’ll be here to help and try to make things better. Half the time I get yelled at for school and if I “argue” then I get yelled at more and get threatened to get sent to my room all night. The one promise I can make is I WILL be here tho. That is the one promise.

You’re a good person. That I know.