Problems with Life/Emos and Goths discussion

i am heart broken over so many times and i have a fucked up family.

it happens

yup. i guess it does

yup. hi.

im good.

depression sux thats why i try not to think bout it

sad why you depressed

that freking sucks

why you going to court

the guy aint worth it

but you could find some one else to think about if a guy is choosein you or your sisters what stops him from picking you and then dumping you for your sis and then you get mad at your sis and then all hell breaks loose

WOAH OMG 2 year difference if he wont pick you cuz of that hes not worth it even if he is the one you think about

so youve never met yet hes all you think about


Y?

y?

im so depressed

cuz you now how they say tht november es dia de los muretos

well my aunt died and i still cnt move on from tht and my grandma died too awilhe ago and i this month reminds me of them

im sorry to hear tht i know how u feel

oh i wasnt tht close to go my grandma cuz she lived in mexico but everytime i went to visit i got so attached to her

What is depression? Is it that empty feeling you sometimes get? Like nothing seems to matter and all you want to do is lie down and never get up?

no it's hard to explain really, its like ur not ur self any more and u feel like ur in a ghost town and no one can come in or out ur in it alone.

So what do I have? Hmmm...I had that feeling for a while and I can't decide if its just boredom, depression or just some other thing that goes on when we have harmones.

man i have been feeling depressed lately

I go in and out of depression, its like a huge black hole, and it is very slippery near the top of it so once your near it, your probably never going to get out of it. At times though you get a reprieve.

i know right its so werid tht is wht happens to me

ah, like right now I am doing fine but probably in an hour I'll probably be depressed. Its like a hair trigger almost anything can set it off. Well somethings at least.

yeah i so agree with u

My mom really creates it mostly because she'll say something. For example before my friend Geoff and I went out we didn't talked for about 4 months and I was wondering what's up with him and my Mom is like "maybe because of u didn't gave him a christmas present" So she said this over and over and that was my first time that I went into depression but what really helped me was my favorite band Fall Out Boy, if they weren't there I know right now I would be six feet under or in a bury in a body of water right now.

when im depressesd i just lock my self in my roon and listen to my favorite bands

ha, I wish my life was that simple no my mom has to be soooooooo nosy.

*Smurfy* wrote: "when im depressesd i just lock my self in my roon and listen to my favorite bands"

I can't do that lol. I get so pissed off with people...

When i get depressed i find a corner and blast my music as loud as it will go.

~xXx.CappyKat.xXx~ wrote: "*Smurfy* wrote: "when im depressesd i just lock my self in my roon and listen to my favorite bands"

I can't do that lol. I get so pissed off with people..."

so do i but i just try to ingore them and listen to music

I am depressed all the time even like during Crhistmas and that. My 'friends' pick on me and reject me all the time and it sucks crap. My mom and dad are bitches and my sisters are horrible whores and I can't deal with all the shit in my life anymore! One of these days I'm just going to commite suicide and not even write a letter or anything.

ѕιєяяα ѕαωя ×օ×օ wrote: "I am depressed all the time even like during Crhistmas and that. My 'friends' pick on me and reject me all the time and it sucks crap. My mom and dad are bitches and my sisters are horrible whores ..."

Don't think of suicide its okay. Try to ignore them or when u get so upset just walk out of the house and go walk until you calmed down or just talk to one of your best friends tht u really trust.

I don't live anywhere close to my friends well one of them and my mom would freak if I just walked out since I'm 12

Oh well you know you have us tht are in this group and when you need help or just want to talk to someone were here.

Yes....but i can't even have a boyfriend without my mom or my aunt stalking his profile page on facebook!

ѕιєяяα ѕαωя ×օ×օ wrote: "Yes....but i can't even have a boyfriend without my mom or my aunt stalking his profile page on facebook!"

Dam tht sucks

Yes but I have read over 120 books this year,and I need money for books

Ya I love to read...I escape into my own world where everything is perfect but then when I'm done I come back into this Hell hole

I'm already writing 4 though

Kinda...not relly

My friends don't believe I suffer from Depression cause I am happy all the time but they don't understand that I hide it

I know how u feel it happens with me too

i go throght the same i cant be sad or quiet bc they start to freak out.. just bc im happy most of the time dont mean i cant be sad inside. i act happy bc thats wat they want from me and if i act how i feel there wont be a single person by my side anymore..

i know how u feel

**StarLite** Cassi wrote: "i go throght the same i cant be sad or quiet bc they start to freak out.. just bc im happy most of the time dont mean i cant be sad inside. i act happy bc thats wat they want from me and if i act h..."
i understand that, i HAVE to be a good actress or else mom would go a-wall me. just bcuz i'm happy doesn't mean i'm truly happy. normally its just a cover up.

I'm not as depressed as I used to be...I'm crossing over to scene...I actually have days now where I do laugh with my friends.

thts good

thats good

my life sucks.
depression sucks.
blah.