Born This Way discussion

We all have them. Is natural.

Then we're not alone :)

Not at all.
In fact, it's hormonal.
It's like rain.
It lands, it replenishes. It gets all the bad out, then it dries up, and it forgotten.

Haha, word

Lol!

I find that the best thing for me to do is just to walk away.

I try, but I just can't! if its something... that I have a reason to ignore, I can... but if it's something really personal... it hurts.

It does.
But, you can.
You might be mad, but...

I find it just waaaay to hard.
I usually don't care.
But when it's that one thing that does....
It makes me wish that I could get away with assult.

And I hate it! because I don't wanna be like that!
I'm not USUALLY like that!

That, I understand.
:)

I'm glad you do.
:D

Well, we (dad and I) haven't had a fight. Today.
:)

YAY!!!!
Me and mom didnt either!

A year ago me and my mom went head to head. Kicks, claws and fists! Everything - Screaming was involved and so was police calling.
Well...I did kind of start it. I told her she was a crap mom and the way sh brought us up was shit! And so on....

ouch...

Yea....I'd never forget that day. Even now when my mom smiles at me and says sweet things.
I think...do you remember that day a year ago? If you do, what's that smile on your face?
I told her I hated her this year.....she took it calmly but I know it hurt her. That was the idea I guess!
I may not be proud but she has to know.
The thing is, her parents did this to her to...and she HATED it .... Yet she is doing to us now...so i am trying to wake her up.

thats fair enough.... but dont push to hard....

I'm gonna push it I think - until she cracks or until I run away.

You would really run away? is that how much you hate it?

Yea....That's how much I hate it!

Thats really sad... I honestly feel for you K.Shizz.

Don't take it offensive! But I don't want you pity....I got it from so many people who dont do shit about it....or are happy that I have it....or just make fun of it.
Yep - they were my close freinds...so yea :(

I wont take offence to it, its fine. Close friends did that? Seriously?

Yea! Their two faces bitches! They weren't that close to me....I thought we were until this major fight happened! (long story) that I didn't start but inas the one blamed.
In the end even my best freind wasn't by my side. Guess I wasnt....cool enough!

You were probably too cool for her and she knew it. And honney, I know the feeling of being blamed. Everyday its the same thing. Whether its my mom or my friends. The only ones who dont are you guys on GR and teachers at school. Sad right?

~Skybabe~ ~Boss 9~ [psychic4] ~CHOCOHOLIC2~ wrote: "You were probably too cool for her and she knew it. And honney, I know the feeling of being blamed. Everyday its the same thing. Whether its my mom or my friends. The only ones who dont are you gu..."

Ditto!
My older sister says that their Jelous! I wonder of what? But that's what they say....I sometimes compliment them (from my heart) I've never gotten anything back.

I always get things back, but I can usually tell that they're only saying it to make me feel better, not cause they mean it.

~Skybabe~ ~Boss 9~ [psychic4] ~CHOCOHOLIC2~ wrote: "I always get things back, but I can usually tell that they're only saying it to make me feel better, not cause they mean it."

Yea...there's that to...or the compliments that are lies!

thats the worse one. *sighs*

Well, I struggle.
I'm an asswhole.
I'm a total and utter douche bag.
But not in an open way.
Some people hate me.

Your not an asswhole or a douche bag!

Francois wrote: "Well, I struggle.
I'm an asswhole.
I'm a total and utter douche bag.
But not in an open way.
Some people hate me."

Why do they hate you? And and the other you said about yourself are bullshit F! Your a better man than that - and I got first class seats to see it!

No, I'm like, passive aggressive.
I don't openly seem rude.

Doesnt mean your an asswhole.

No, trust me.
:)

But, like, seriously, lots of people don't like me.

Well then we aren't 'lots of pople' :)

~Skybabe~ ~Boss 9~ [psychic4] ~CHOCOHOLIC2~ wrote: "Well then we aren't 'lots of pople' :)"

Ditto! We arnt because we know the real you!
Your 'soft' side! Teehee ^^

couldnt have said it better myself

Soft side...
Yeah right?

Francois, you are an amazing person. You are!
Your not an asswhole.
Your not ugly.
Your not a douchbag.

And you do have a soft side.

I know.
Sometimes it's too soft.
^_^

Its good to have a too soft side sometimes.
Reminds you of all the good things in life.

As you say.
It makes it hard to make friends, sometimes, though.

Why?
Because when your not soft your showing who you really are?

Well, I'm not a tough guy.
I'm just in the middle.

I'm a down right bitch...

No you aren't.
C'mon.
Don't say that

No I'm serious, I am.
On GR I'm not.
But man, you should see me at school.

Exactly, you should see me at school.

I'm not a bitch as in I bully people, or I'm one of the popular cows.
I talk to them, but I'm labled as a nerd -not that I care. I'm a hot nerd XD-
I'm just a bitch cause of what I say sometimes, but its not like I start it. They call me a slut and stuff, so I say something back. But what I say isn't offensive.

Get what I mean?