H.'s Friend Comments

Have to Live
Waters run deep, like the ocean’s blue. Tears I cry, are all for you. Passion burns, only a raging fire remains, from searing hot, to cold and back again. To know your kiss, you’re warm sweet breath, your eyes, your smile, your softest caress. Our pounding hearts and our bodies weak, emotions driven by the love we seek.
Each day without you, ends both in a high and low, I lie alone at nights end, and yet you fill my soul. Many scenes of us are etched within my mind, open arms waiting, for love’s first kiss, at the opening of dawn’s first light. Holding of our hands, we dance, we laugh, our minds as one, sharing all these moments of our love’s past, making love to the rising of the sun.
I know this day is our first in a life between us two, and from here I make this undying promise for you. I promise to be your best friend so true, the one you tell what hurts the worst in you. Should I, your love, stop giving what you need? To grow with you, your friend, to be sure, I tell you. Give you all the life and love my heart has to give, is for you, my love, for all the days we have to live.
©2013 By: H.Dirk Macgrieve

“One Answer”
How can I express this love? These deep seated feelings that burden my heart for you this painful silence, which has surrounded me that has been lifted by the love from your heart. You wrap your arms around me the sensation seems so overwhelming, as it grows within my soul, this desire to always be by your side, to hold you to not ever let go. So I ask you again. How do I express this love I feel for you? My feelings I hold deep inside of my soul, so afraid to l
et go, the simple words can never express the truth behind my heart. But only begin this test of time and distance between us, for time can forever keep me in this pain. Our love does continually grow as our souls draw ever so closer, as the days pass by. Still left so far from you, not close or even to be captured in your warm embrace, your love has left me open and exposed. For all the pains of love I hurt longing for more, yes I have exposed my very soul to you to the sweet warmth of your love that starts with you but ends with me. It has caused me to grow dizzy as to where our love does begin or to where it ends. Yet again I ask how I express this love. This tickling feeling at the very edge of my soul, I fight with all the hope to never let go. My life has become fulfilled by your very presence; this is how I express my love, with this one answer I will never let go. My actions show of this love for you, for my feelings for you are embedded deep in my soul.
© 2012 By: H. Dirk Macgrieve

It becomes a sad day when the givers, that give freely from their hearts. Are taken for granted by those that should be a grateful receiver, instead all they can do or are capable of is to continue to take without regret. The sadden truth lies deep within their own guilt ridden souls that will cost them far deeper, than what it takes to have a grateful heart.
It tears at ones own soul, with such pain at the heartlessness of those that would and could do better. Yet there is not the least bit of compassion or feeling behind such fake smiles, and painted on faces. But without any remorse or regret they still take, ignoring their own souls crying out from the disregard and acknowledgement, of their own conscience.

“To Win”

I will not lie down anymore, you are not aware of whom I am, you have no clue of what I am capable of I do… I know what I have had to overcome, to get where I am today.

I will not let you take it away from me, what I have accomplished, what I have worked so hard for. This is my dream and I control my own destiny, not you and you never will. Yes I am better than you, I will always be better than you. Why and how I can say I am better than you , because I am me and
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know what I can do I know what I have been face to face with and you are nothing to me.

There is nothing you can do to me that has not already been done, time and time again. You are beneath me; you are the very dirty beneath the sole of my shoes. You have not, nor shall you ever know what I have overcome in my lifetime to get where it is I am.

You do not know the dues I have paid, the pain and heartache to be able to stand and not give up. Well guess what I am not who you think it is I am. I am exactly the opposite of who you think I am.

Yes I am better than you and yours, soon may not today, and may not tomorrow. But when I look back and see how I overcame all that was placed before me and see that you are a mere shadow of my past. Yet those that stood by me, stood strong beside me, against all odds we stood strong together.

We will laugh in celebration, while you cry in shame for you are the weakness I fought against to win.

© 2012 By: H. Dirk Macgrieve