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“My whole life up to this point, I'd faced what I thought was an infinite tomorrow. But once I discovered that my life would indeed end, it felt more like the future was coming to meet me. Now I found myself heading toward a future that was set in stone. At least, that's how I felt.

How ironic. For the first time in my life I was taking a long hard look at my future, but only after being told that I didn't have long to live.

The right side of my head began to hurt and I was finding it difficult to breathe.

I didn't want to die yet. I wanted to go on living.”
― Genki Kawamura, If Cats Disappeared from the World

“Just... try and enjoy it. The best you can. To me, life truly is made up of all of those random little moments, where you think to yourself, 'oh, this is really nice, what's happening now'. Those are the things you'll remember forever. Those unpredictable, random, happy moments.

Sat on a park bench with my Mum, fucking around with a basketball and my stupid mates, the nice walk home with my school crush that happened one time, messing around in a Discord call, sitting listening to Minecraft discs, staring at the ocean with my girlfriend - these are the things I'll remember for the rest of my life.

Be kind to others, and most importantly to yourself. Follow the things that make you happy. Be honest with yourself. Communicate with people. Treat your loved ones well.

Exercise, but not loads. Eat well, but not all the time. Hang with mates, but also hang with yourself. Have loads of fun, but make sure you're fulfilled. Don't worry about the future, it will come soon enough.

I'll leave you with this.

As Technoblade said in one of his final videos, when his viewers told him he didn't need to post anymore:

'Nah, this isn't about you bro, this is about me. I enjoy this man.'

Enjoy it.”
― Tom Simons, TommyInnit's Guide to Survival

“There are different ways of showing you love someone.
That's just the way it is.”
― Genki Kawamura, If Cats Disappeared from the World

“Had I done anything significant during my thirty-year existence? Had I spent time with the people I really wanted to spend time with? Had I said all that needed to be said to the people who mattered?”
― Genki Kawamura, If Cats Disappeared from the World