“Next morning at church the pastor said our beautiful visitor {the Great Comet of 1965} meant war was coming (...). At twelve I was unsure what to make of his sweltering interpretation but noticed a strain of quiet annoyance in my stepmom's demeanor driving home. When I asked about the promised war and how we ought to get ready, she pulled the car over and looked in my eyes. Her kindness has like water over smooth stones. She said Pastor Leake was a decent man who often mistook his worldview for the world, a common churchman's error. She said the church was a broken compass. That our job always and forever was to refuse Apocalypse in all its forms and work cheerfully against it.”
― I Cheerfully Refuse
― I Cheerfully Refuse
“Buttered toast in a sunlit kitchen, a stand of corn and squash out back, a coming reality where sorrow did not draw and quarter them every waking dawn. Is it so much to ask? A three-chord song, a common life? Could we all have that, someday? Could I?”
― I Cheerfully Refuse
― I Cheerfully Refuse
“Who will ransom earth and water?
What new son or what new daughter?
Who will make of many, one?
What new daughter? What new son?”
― I Cheerfully Refuse
What new son or what new daughter?
Who will make of many, one?
What new daughter? What new son?”
― I Cheerfully Refuse
“Words are one way we leave tracks in the world, Sol. Maybe one day you will write a book, like Olaus did, or Molly Thorn. And people will read it, like I've been reading to you. And they will know that you were here, and a little about what you were like.”
― I Cheerfully Refuse
― I Cheerfully Refuse
“Better is here. Stay, and make it better.”
― I Cheerfully Refuse
― I Cheerfully Refuse
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