sammu

“You can have my—fuck—have whatever you want. Have everything.”
― Jessa Hastings, The Conditions of Will

“It is enough that, even for a moment, I had a son like you. It is enough that Hiroshi, Nagasa, and Izumo will have a brother like you to look up to as they become young men themselves. It is enough,” she told herself, even though she would never hear him laugh with his little brothers again, never watch him bring beauty to another kata, never see that boyish smile, with those dimples, deepen into the smile of a man. For a moment, her hands had been full of pearls. She rocked and repeated, “It is enough.”
― M.L. Wang, The Sword of Kaigen

“You can tell yourself you don’t even really want to be wanted by people like them anyway, but it isn’t true because the same way parents are supposed to want their kids, kids have a genetic predisposition to want to be wanted by them.”
― Jessa Hastings, The Conditions of Will

“Isn't it the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?" I stare up at the big arch, which is my favorite part, I think. "Even though it's broken?" "Yep," he says quietly, and he's looking just at me.”
― Jessa Hastings, The Conditions of Will