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It’s a frustrating awareness to have when I realize how disloyal I feel. I loved Alex my entire life, and now for the first time ever, I’m enjoying the company of another man. Alex can fuck someone else and yet, here I am, still so loyal to that relationship and the love I had for him, that a pang of guilt flashes through me simply from enjoying another man’s company.

You’re in the wedding, so you already know all the details, but I wanted you to have one.”

Right there, on the wall opposite me is the most beautiful bed I’ve ever seen.

But this is one of the most kind and attentive things someone has done for me in a long time.