Mary Sa

“Every great change is preceded by chaos”
― Deepak Chopra

“By degrees, however, he fashioned for himself out of this tendency a philosophy that was actually serviceable to life. He gained strength through familiarity with the thought that the emergency exit stood always open, and became curious, too, to taste his suffering to the dregs. If it went too badly with him he could feel sometimes with a grim malicious pleasure: "I am curious to see all the same just how much a man can endure. If the limit of what is bearable is reached, I have only to open the door to escape.”
― Hermann Hesse, Steppenwolf

“ھﻤﻪ ﻣﯿﭙﺮﺳﻨﺪ
ﭼﯿﺴﺖ در زﻣﺰﻣﻪ ﻣﺒﮫﻢ آب
ﭼﯿﺴﺖ در ھﻤﮫﻤﻪ دﻟﮑﺶ ﺑﺮگ
ﭼﯿﺴﺖ در ﺑﺎزی آن اﺑﺮ ﺳﭙﯿﺪ
روی اﯾﻦ آﺑﯽ آرام ﺑﻠﻨﺪ
ﮐﻪ ﺗﺮا ﻣﯽ ﺑﺮد
اﯾﻨﮕﻮﻧﻪ ﺑﻪ ژرﻓﺎی ﺧﯿﺎل
ﭼﯿﺴﺖ در ﺧﻠﻮت ﺧﺎﻣﻮش ﮐﺒﻮﺗﺮھﺎ
ﭼﯿﺴﺖ در ﮐﻮﺷﺶ ﺑﯽ ﺣﺎﺻﻞ ﻣﻮج
ﭼﯿﺴﺖ در ﺧﻨﺪه ﺟﺎم
ﮐﻪ ﺗﻮ ﭼﻨﺪﯾﻦ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ
ﻣﺎت و ﻣﺒﮫﻮت ﺑﻪ آن ﻣﯽ ﻧﮕﺮی
ﻧﻪ ﺑﻪ اﺑﺮ
ﻧﻪ ﺑﻪ آب
ﻧﻪ ﺑﻪ ﺑﺮگ
ﻣﻪ ﺑﻪ اﯾﻦ آﺑﯽ آرام ﺑﻠﻨﺪ
ﻧﻪ ﺑﻪ اﯾﻦ ﺧﻠﻮت ﺧﺎﻣﻮش ﮐﺒﻮﺗﺮھﺎ
ﻧﻪ ﺑﻪ اﯾﻦ آﺗﺶ ﺳﻮزﻧﺪه ﮐﻪ
ﻟﻐﺰﯾﺪه ﺑﻪ ﺟﺎم
ﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ اﯾﻦ ﺟﻤﻠﻪ ﻧﻤﯽ اﻧﺪﯾﺸﻢ
ﻣﻦ ﻣﻨﺎﺟﺎت درﺧﺘﺎن را ھﻨﮕﺎم ﺳﺤﺮ
رﻗﺺ ﻋﻄﺮ ﮔﻞ ﯾﺦ را ﺑﺎ ﺑﺎد
ﻧﻔﺲ ﭘﺎک ﺷﻘﺎﯾﻖ را در ﺳﯿﻨﻪ ﮐﻮه
ﺻﺤﺒﺖ ﭼﻠﭽﻠﻪ ھﺎ را ﺑﺎ ﺻﺒﺢ
ﺑﻐﺾ ﭘﺎﯾﻨﺪه ھﺴﺘﯽ را در ﮔﻨﺪم زار
ﮔﺮدش رﻧﮓ و ﻃﺮاوت را در ﮔﻮﻧﻪ ﮔﻞ
ھﻤﻪ را ﻣﯿﺸﻨﻮم
ﻣﯽ ﺑﯿﻨﻢ
ﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ اﯾﻦ ﺟﻤﻠﻪ ﻧﻤﯽ
اﻧﺪﯾﺸﻢ
ﺑﻪ ﺗﻮ ﻣﯽ اﻧﺪﯾﺸﻢ
ای ﺳﺮاﭘﺎ ھﻤﻪ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ
ﺗﮏ و ﺗﻨﮫﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺗﻮ ﻣﯽ اﻧﺪﯾﺸﻢ
ھﻤﻪ وﻗﺖ
ھﻤﻪ ﺟﺎ
ﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ر ﺣﺎل ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﻢ ﺑﻪ ﺗﻮ ﻣﯿﺎﻧﺪﯾﺸﻢ
ﺗﻮ ﺑﺪان اﯾﻦ را ﺗﻨﮫﺎ ﺗﻮ ﺑﺪان
ﺗﻮ ﺑﯿﺎ
ﺗﻮ ﺑﻤﺎن ﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻨﮫﺎ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻤﺎن
ﺟﺎی ﻣﮫﺘﺎب ﺑﻪ ﺗﺎرﯾﮑﯽ ﺷﺒﮫﺎ ﺗﻮ ﺑﺘﺎب
ﻣﻦ ﻓﺪای ﺗﻮ ﺑﻪ ﺟﺎی ھﻤﻪ ﮔﻠﮫﺎ
ﺗﻮ ﺑﺨﻨﺪ
اﯾﻨﮏ اﯾﻦ ﻣﻦ ﮐﻪ ﺑﻪ ﭘﺎی ﺗﻮ دراﻓﺘﺎده ام ﺑﺎز
رﯾﺴﻤﺎﻧﯽ ﮐﻦ از آن ﻣﻮی دراز
ﺗﻮ ﺑﮕﯿﺮ
ﺗﻮ ﺑﺒﻨﺪ
ﺗﻮ ﺑﺨﻮاه
ﭘﺎﺳﺦ ﭼﻠﭽﻠﻪ ھﺎ را ﺗﻮ ﺑﮕﻮ
ﻗﺼﻪ اﺑﺮ ھﻮا را ﺗﻮ ﺑﺨﻮان
ﺗﻮ ﺑﻤﺎن ﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻨﮫﺎ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻤﺎن
در دل ﺳﺎﻏﺮ ھﺴﺘﯽ ﺗﻮ ﺑﺠﻮش
ﻣﻦ ھﻤﯿﻦ ﯾﮏ ﻧﻔﺲ از ﺟﺮﻋﻪ ﺟﺎﻧﻢ ﺑﺎﻗﯽ اﺳﺖ
آﺧﺮﯾﻦ ﺟﺮﻋﻪ اﯾﻦ ﺟﺎم ﺗﮫﯽ را ﺗﻮ ﺑﻨﻮش”
― فریدون مشیری, بهار را باور كن

“The law?" I asked curiously. "What law's that, Leo?"
"The law of service. He who wishes to live must serve, but he who wishes to rule does not live long.”
― Hermann Hesse