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"Consent!? Is it in the room with us? Jacob kissing Bells, without asking, then she gets mad punches him, BREAK HER HAND, and yet he is completly happy with himself, sure that he did a good thing. The delusion, the egotism, the lack of care. UNBELIEVEABLE" — Dec 10, 2025 12:46PM
"Consent!? Is it in the room with us? Jacob kissing Bells, without asking, then she gets mad punches him, BREAK HER HAND, and yet he is completly happy with himself, sure that he did a good thing. The delusion, the egotism, the lack of care. UNBELIEVEABLE" — Dec 10, 2025 12:46PM
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"Actually I'm only on page 133, but I decided to move to the last two champters, because I had a feeling that Faxneld saved the best for last. And finally a dource that truly livebup to the books name. The story of Mary maclane, which this chapter deals with in detail, is the diary of a 19 year old girl, who praises the devil and devour herself to him. It's giving the satanic bible but if Lavey were a gay teen girl" — Dec 06, 2025 01:41PM
"Actually I'm only on page 133, but I decided to move to the last two champters, because I had a feeling that Faxneld saved the best for last. And finally a dource that truly livebup to the books name. The story of Mary maclane, which this chapter deals with in detail, is the diary of a 19 year old girl, who praises the devil and devour herself to him. It's giving the satanic bible but if Lavey were a gay teen girl" — Dec 06, 2025 01:41PM
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"I'm done with the first phase of the book! Or I'm not really done becasue I will undoubtedly be revisiting this again and again! I really like it, not just the beautiful language, but also the life view. It's a diary of someone struggeling with purpose and finding life meaningless, there is a big focus on dreams, and it truly questions what is valuable/meaningfull if anything even is." — Sep 30, 2025 12:56PM
"I'm done with the first phase of the book! Or I'm not really done becasue I will undoubtedly be revisiting this again and again! I really like it, not just the beautiful language, but also the life view. It's a diary of someone struggeling with purpose and finding life meaningless, there is a big focus on dreams, and it truly questions what is valuable/meaningfull if anything even is." — Sep 30, 2025 12:56PM
“Are there many things in this cool-hearted world so utterly exquisite as the pure love of one woman for another woman?”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
― I Await the Devil's Coming
“Had I been born a man I would by now have made a deep impression of myself on the world - on some part of it. But I am a woman, and God, or the Devil, or Fate, or whosoever it was, has flayed me of the thick outer skin and thrown me out into the midst of Life - has left me a lonely damned thing filled with the red, red blood of ambition and desire, but afraid to be touched, for there is no thick skin between my sensitive flesh and the and world s fingers.
But I want to be touched.”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
But I want to be touched.”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
“I can think of nothing in the world like the utter littleness, the paltriness, the contemptibleness, the degradation, of the woman who is tied down under a roof with a man who is really nothing to her; who wears the man’s name, who bears the man’s children—who plays the virtuous woman. There are too many such in the world now.”
― The Story of Mary MacLane
― The Story of Mary MacLane
“May I never, I say, become that abnormal, merciless animal, that deformed monstrosity— a virtuous woman. Anything, Devil, but that.”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
― I Await the Devil's Coming
“ People are abominable creatures. There is nothing in the world that can become so maddeningly wearisome as people, people, people!”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
― I Await the Devil's Coming
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