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"Consent!? Is it in the room with us? Jacob kissing Bells, without asking, then she gets mad punches him, BREAK HER HAND, and yet he is completly happy with himself, sure that he did a good thing. The delusion, the egotism, the lack of care. UNBELIEVEABLE" — Dec 10, 2025 12:46PM
"Consent!? Is it in the room with us? Jacob kissing Bells, without asking, then she gets mad punches him, BREAK HER HAND, and yet he is completly happy with himself, sure that he did a good thing. The delusion, the egotism, the lack of care. UNBELIEVEABLE" — Dec 10, 2025 12:46PM
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"Actually I'm only on page 133, but I decided to move to the last two champters, because I had a feeling that Faxneld saved the best for last. And finally a dource that truly livebup to the books name. The story of Mary maclane, which this chapter deals with in detail, is the diary of a 19 year old girl, who praises the devil and devour herself to him. It's giving the satanic bible but if Lavey were a gay teen girl" — Dec 06, 2025 01:41PM
"Actually I'm only on page 133, but I decided to move to the last two champters, because I had a feeling that Faxneld saved the best for last. And finally a dource that truly livebup to the books name. The story of Mary maclane, which this chapter deals with in detail, is the diary of a 19 year old girl, who praises the devil and devour herself to him. It's giving the satanic bible but if Lavey were a gay teen girl" — Dec 06, 2025 01:41PM
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"I'm done with the first phase of the book! Or I'm not really done becasue I will undoubtedly be revisiting this again and again! I really like it, not just the beautiful language, but also the life view. It's a diary of someone struggeling with purpose and finding life meaningless, there is a big focus on dreams, and it truly questions what is valuable/meaningfull if anything even is." — Sep 30, 2025 12:56PM
"I'm done with the first phase of the book! Or I'm not really done becasue I will undoubtedly be revisiting this again and again! I really like it, not just the beautiful language, but also the life view. It's a diary of someone struggeling with purpose and finding life meaningless, there is a big focus on dreams, and it truly questions what is valuable/meaningfull if anything even is." — Sep 30, 2025 12:56PM
“I am not good. I am not virtuous. I am not sympathetic. I am not generous. I am merely and above all a creature of intense passionate feeling. I feel—everything. It is my genius. It burns me like fire.”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
― I Await the Devil's Coming
“MIN NAVLE ER IKKE VERDENS MIDTPUNKT - LÆNGERE”
― Blod
― Blod
“In my intensest desires -in my wildest longings -I never go beyond self. The ego is the all.”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
― I Await the Devil's Coming
“I think people often try to find through sex things that are much easier to find in other ways.”
― The Price of Salt, or Carol
― The Price of Salt, or Carol
“May I never, I say, become that abnormal, merciless animal, that deformed monstrosity— a virtuous woman. Anything, Devil, but that.”
― I Await the Devil's Coming
― I Await the Devil's Coming
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