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“I want to make you feel things you’ve never felt, push you in ways you never knew existed, expand your horizons in ways you never dreamt needed expanding…”
Me too.
“I want to show you that pleasure can be pain…”
Whatever you want.
“And pain can be pleasure…”
Anything.
“And that those worlds can be yours if you just let go and exist…”
I’ll follow you anywhere.
“I want to break you apart. And put you back together again.”
I’m yours.
“Beautiful, I want to make you fly.”
Please. Anything.”
― D.L. Hess, Sir: The Awakening

“I'm an accident. I'm a lie. And my life depends on maintaining the illusion.”
― Victoria Aveyard, Red Queen

“Dissociation gets you through a brutal experience, letting your basic survival skills operate unimpeded…Your ability to survive is enhanced as the ability to feel is diminished…All feeling are blocked; you ‘go away.’ You are disconnected from the act, the perpetrator & yourself…Viewing the scene from up above or some other out-of-body perspective is common among sexual abuse survivors.”
― Renee Fredrickson, Repressed Memories: A Journey to Recovery from Sexual Abuse

“In revenge and in love woman is more barbarous than man.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil