

“Stay I whisper to him. Stay in the car. Stay in this moment. But of course he never does.”
― If He Had Been With Me
― If He Had Been With Me

“If he had been with me, everything would have been different.”
― If He Had Been with Me
― If He Had Been with Me

“I've loved him my whole life, and somewhere along the way, that love didn't change but grew. It grew to fill the parts of me that I did not have when I was a child. It grew with every new longing of my body and desire until there was not a piece of me that did not love him. And when I look at him, there is no other feeling in me.”
― If He Had Been With Me
― If He Had Been With Me

“If he had been with me, Finny would still be alive. If he had been with me, everything would have been different. But whose fault is it that he wasn't?”
― If He Had Been With Me
― If He Had Been With Me

“I love him in a way I cannot define, as if my love were an organ within my body that I could not live without yet could not pick out of an anatomy book.”
― If He Had Been With Me
― If He Had Been With Me
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