Amanda Strong

“A Letter To Say, "I'll See You Later"

I remember just like it was yesterday the grapevine, clothesline, lilacs and peonies. I remember the secret hiding place for 50-cent pieces.
I remember just like it was yesterday the color wheel Christmas Tree, The Honeymooner’s, The Dukes of Hazzard and Jeopardy!
I remember just like it was yesterday the house was full of children, but I was your only and your favorite. You always made time for me, even when I deserved the fly swatter.
I remember just like it was yesterday falling asleep to the scent of Dove soap on your pillow, you lying for me so I wouldn’t be abused again.
I remember just like it was yesterday your big “Black Cat” and the late, dark nights driving to IFP and knowing there was “No Place Like Home.”
I remember just like it was yesterday the “horns” in your ‘do and the smell of Raffinee wafting through the house and Listerine in the bathroom. I remember your bows and polka dots and “just a few fries.” I remember the green blanket.
I remember just like it was yesterday the way it felt to sit on your lap and have you sing “She’s Grandma’s Little Baby.”
I remember just like it was yesterday the day you told me I could “Shit in the sugar bowl.”
I remember just like it was yesterday telling you that you were going to be a great-grandma…for the first time.
I remember just like it was yesterday the 1st time you held him in your arms; you helped me raise him. Your house was always our home.
I remember just like it was yesterday having my heart broken but you helped me mend it.
I remember just like it was yesterday asking for your help when I couldn’t do it on my own; you’ve always been my rock.
I remember just like it was yesterday confiding my secrets to you – you were the first to know another baby was on the way, this time a girl.
I remember just like it was yesterday the joy they brought to your life; they were the reason you didn’t give up.
I remember just like it was yesterday saying words I never meant, not spending more time with you because my life got in the way.
I remember just like it was yesterday you loving on me, your strength and vitality, your faith, hope and kindness.
I remember just like it was yesterday wishing for more tomorrows so I could tell you that I love you another time.
I remember just like it was yesterday having you tell me you love me, “more than anyone will ever know.”
I remember just like it was yesterday you taught me to never say good-bye, just say “I’ll see you later.”
― Amanda Strong