Haley

“Often, the schizophrenic is not trying to tell you something; instead, he seeks to wrap you up, syntactically, in his way of experiencing the world.”
― Christopher Bollas, When the Sun Bursts: The Enigma of Schizophrenia

“Still, I did what I had done all my life when faced with something I did not understand: I read about it.”
― Esmé Weijun Wang, The Collected Schizophrenias: Essays

“The only thing left afterward was a red cardigan. I left it in a bag and put it outside, but no one took it. When C. finally noticed the cardigan, he said, “But you love that cardigan.” Did I love that cardigan? I couldn’t tell if I loved him or my mother, let alone a cardigan that I’d worn around my studio for a year. I threw the cardigan away.”
― Esmé Weijun Wang, The Collected Schizophrenias: Essays

“To say this prayer—burn this candle—perform this ritual—create this salt or honey jar—is to have something to do when it seems that nothing can be done.”
― Esmé Weijun Wang, The Collected Schizophrenias: Essays