Sara

“So...It’s just that I have a problem with voltage. I don’t know how to explain it...I often get the feeling I’ve got a button missing, you know, some knob for adjusting the volume. I always go too far to one extreme or the other. I can never find the right balance and whatever I take a fancy to—well, it always ends badly.” She was surprised at herself. Why was she confiding in him like this? Slightly tipsy, maybe? “When I drink, I drink too much, when I smoke, I fuck myself up, when I love, I go out of my mind and when I work, it’s into the ground. Dead. I don’t know how to do things normally, quietly, I—”
― Anna Gavalda, Hunting and Gathering