Apu Aparna

“He was smiling! That was it; her actual sunrise. It lit the candles of answers to every query of her life.
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Having wings is one thing and flying another. Having eyes is one thing and dreaming another. Having a heart is one thing and falling in love, quite another.
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Destiny is the root of all limitations and a dream is the seed for all liberations.
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By the way, is it darkness that gives light an identity or is it the other way round?
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If life is divided into two parts, then one part is definitely about living it and the other, about missing the moments lived.
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How can I comfort anyone with words of hope when I am myself empty of it?
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It might all sound bizarre to you because I am sharing my thoughts for her only today but believe me something happened from the first time I saw her. Something did happen. The air (or what was it?) told me she was mine though I was a little apprehensive to accept the fact then but now, I think I am in love. No, I know I am in love for the first time in my life. (Ritwika was just a crush). It’s crazy, I know. It’s only been few weeks that I first saw her. I haven’t even talked to her till now. But does that really matter?
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What the fuck is it with first love? So many ifs and buts. Damn!
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Seriously I do have something to tell God: It’s tough to be God, I know, but mind you it’s tougher to be human in this crazy fucking world of yours.
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No one asked me or forced me not to hug happiness but I consciously chose to sleep with pain.
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I am not happy so I can’t stand anyone who is.
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But I am helpless…you are helpless…we are helpless…the world is helpless and even help is helpless.
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It’s not about reaching the edge, it’s about the jump. A jump for onetime-the fall of a lifetime.
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It was eight years ago but time doesn't heal all wounds.
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Isn't it better to lie and encourage a significant construction than to speak the truth and witness destruction?
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From today onwards Radhika is not only a part of my life but also a part of my heart, my mind, my soul, my will, my zeal, my happiness, my tears, my depression, my excitement, my interests, my decisions, my character and my identity.
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The times that go away at the blink of an eye are actually the times which eventually get placed inside the safe of our most treasured memories.
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Life is no movie where we need to necessarily get all things right by the end.
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She is too sexy to forget.”
― Novoneel Chakraborty, A Thing Beyond Forever

“Love is when someone else protects you from your own self.”
― Novoneel Chakraborty, Marry Me, Stranger

“If you want to forget something or someone, never hate it, or never hate him/her. Everything and everyone that you hate is engraved upon your heart; if you want to let go of something, if you want to forget, you cannot hate.”
― C. JoyBell C.

“Love is the reason to remain sane all life and yet it is an excuse to be insane in all the moments that make up a life.”
― Novoneel Chakraborty, That Kiss in the Rain: Love is the Weather of Life