“Everyone is leaving me... nobody wants me around... am I worse than a dog then... why everything is this way? Perhaps I don't deserve to be loved by anyone, I'm worthless, useless, unworthy of love...”
― Horns of Revenge
― Horns of Revenge
“He had everything I was looking for, just unwilling to share. He had only enough left for the one. I was just another one.”
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“WHEN HE WON'T LOVE ME
I sit quietly here, still, frozen, a lifeless breathing corpse.
Inside, abandoned cries for love, ricochet deep in bones.
No words pass between my lips, nothing is uttered in protest or defense.
Inside, war is proclaimed between the ignorance of flesh and the knowledge of soul.
Eyes are fixed in place, to avoid meeting his in this vulnerable state.
Inside, is self torture, he is all I can see, no matter the position of eyelids.”
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I sit quietly here, still, frozen, a lifeless breathing corpse.
Inside, abandoned cries for love, ricochet deep in bones.
No words pass between my lips, nothing is uttered in protest or defense.
Inside, war is proclaimed between the ignorance of flesh and the knowledge of soul.
Eyes are fixed in place, to avoid meeting his in this vulnerable state.
Inside, is self torture, he is all I can see, no matter the position of eyelids.”
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“I feel like my soul was used, pillaged, penatrated to the core.. .. Destroyed beyond recognition......I can nolonger identify carnage engulfed in flames inside. ... I knew you took my heart, because it was yours to have, you could have left my soul, it had no value to you....”
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“RANDOM LIST OF REDUDENT SHIT
Expecting brickwalls to transform into doors.... Expecting the blind to see beauty with eyesight.......Expecting an illiterate poet to write novels.......Expecting the electrician to fix the plumbing......Expecting comfort from the cause......
...................................... Expecting the truth after a lie ...... Expecting love from the heartless.... Expecting a kingdom from a coward..... Expecting peace in the middle of war...... Expecting reciprocity from the greedy......Expecting a size 6 shoe to fit a size 9 foot....... Expecting 100% with only 14.28% of valenteered access.....Expecting your to be mine when you don't want me as yours.”
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Expecting brickwalls to transform into doors.... Expecting the blind to see beauty with eyesight.......Expecting an illiterate poet to write novels.......Expecting the electrician to fix the plumbing......Expecting comfort from the cause......
...................................... Expecting the truth after a lie ...... Expecting love from the heartless.... Expecting a kingdom from a coward..... Expecting peace in the middle of war...... Expecting reciprocity from the greedy......Expecting a size 6 shoe to fit a size 9 foot....... Expecting 100% with only 14.28% of valenteered access.....Expecting your to be mine when you don't want me as yours.”
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