Amanda Starr

“WHEN HE WON'T LOVE ME
I sit quietly here, still, frozen, a lifeless breathing corpse.
Inside, abandoned cries for love, ricochet deep in bones.

No words pass between my lips, nothing is uttered in protest or defense.
Inside, war is proclaimed between the ignorance of flesh and the knowledge of soul.

Eyes are fixed in place, to avoid meeting his in this vulnerable state.
Inside, is self torture, he is all I can see, no matter the position of eyelids.”
― Starr

“I feel like my soul was used, pillaged, penatrated to the core.. .. Destroyed beyond recognition......I can nolonger identify carnage engulfed in flames inside. ... I knew you took my heart, because it was yours to have, you could have left my soul, it had no value to you....”
― Starr

“I asked the universe to teach me how to love and I was sent you.
I begged life for guidance and the light appeared as you lead.
I bargained with the creator to fix my broken parts and you gave me another chance without taking a new perception of me.
I pleaded with source to humble my ego and I heard raw pain in your 1st verbal warning, after my self-destruction recoiled.
I cried out to the void asking for genuine love & protection and you avoided my offering of me.
I demanded God to reassure me of my worth and you never looked back or returned to me.”
― Starr

“RANDOM LIST OF REDUDENT SHIT

Expecting brickwalls to transform into doors.... Expecting the blind to see beauty with eyesight.......Expecting an illiterate poet to write novels.......Expecting the electrician to fix the plumbing......Expecting comfort from the cause......
...................................... Expecting the truth after a lie ...... Expecting love from the heartless.... Expecting a kingdom from a coward..... Expecting peace in the middle of war...... Expecting reciprocity from the greedy......Expecting a size 6 shoe to fit a size 9 foot....... Expecting 100% with only 14.28% of valenteered access.....Expecting your to be mine when you don't want me as yours.”
― Starr