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Hypnagogia
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So this was the start of it. And already I was anxious for the end. I flinched again. How was that possible? Flinching at my own thoughts in my own head. I didn’t want them to go, I just… didn’t want to engage with this situation myself. I
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As someone with social anxiety and a constant flow of negative self talk running through my head often? This is too relatable.
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― The Raven King
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― The Raven King
“Sometimes it’s hard to feel real. It’s hard to even feel trans because people don’t believe us, but I know who I am.”
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― Dear Mothman: A Novel in Verse
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― My Heart and Other Black Holes
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― The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls
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