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"an m&m cookie being referenced as MC having "never used to eat garbage like that" is diet culture nonsense, please stop, yall. statements like this encourage disordered eating." 19 hours, 58 min ago

 
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Book cover for Hypnagogia
So this was the start of it. And already I was anxious for the end. I flinched again. How was that possible? Flinching at my own thoughts in my own head. I didn’t want them to go, I just… didn’t want to engage with this situation myself. I ...more
Kai Van
As someone with social anxiety and a constant flow of negative self talk running through my head often? This is too relatable.
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Maggie Stiefvater
“No homework. I got suspended,” Blue replied.
“Get the fuck out,” Ronan said, but with admiration. “Sargent, you asshole.”
Maggie Stiefvater, The Raven King

Jasmine Warga
“What people never understand is that depression isn't about the outside; it's about the inside. Something inside me is wrong. Sure, there are things in my life that make me feel alone, but nothing makes me feel more isolated and terrified than my own voice in my head.”
Jasmine Warga, My Heart and Other Black Holes

Emilie Autumn
“It gives me strength to have somebody to fight for; I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill.”
Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls

Maggie Stiefvater
“When Adam kissed him, it was every mile per hour Ronan had ever gone over the speed limit. It was every window-down, goose-bumps-on-skin, teeth-chattering-cold night drive. It was Adam’s ribs under Ronan’s hands and Adam’s mouth on his mouth, again and again and again. It was stubble on his lips and Ronan having to stop, to get his breath, to restart his heart. They were both hungry animals, but Adam had been starving for far longer.”
Maggie Stiefvater, The Raven King

John Green
“It is so hard to leave—until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.”
John Green, Paper Towns

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